tired of being lost
I graduated 7 months ago. This time last year I was assured that I would have everything together by now. Never in a million years would I have imagined being worse off and more depressed. I'm still trying to understand it. Things were going good with graduate school. That is until my gallbladder decided to crap out on me, so I fell 2 weeks behind due to my surgery and had to drop my classes this quarter. I'm going back in March, but still risk losing my health insurance. I think my parents are about to kick me out. I've applied to over 300 professional jobs, interviewed for 3, and found myself rejected by all. After returning to my crappy job waiting tables after being out for 6 weeks recovering from my surgery I was finally given 40 hours a week, but that got cut down to 25 for next week's schedule. I'm still in debt. It's been two years since I've been single and no one has shown even the slightest interest in dating me exclusively. I can't help but once again ask, when are things going to start looking up?