This thought just keeps ringing in my head lately ( Read more... )

I almost forgot all about this journal. No one reads this, but me anyway ( Read more... )

My boss told me the other day that the only people that can hurt her are her friends and family, the people closest to her ( Read more... )

So I went to ATL this past weekend for Halloween. I was hoping tohave he most amazing time. It had been since June of last year and I love my friend Tina. I came in Friday night. My week leading up to the trip had been pretty hectic to the point I haven't been eating. I don't have an eating disorder or anything like that, never have, but I do get ( Read more... )

Where are you when I need you?

So I spent another night with him this past weekend. (last time being 4th of July weekend) Him, his brother and I drove out to 30A to hang out with some people they had been introduced to. His brother is one of those people, where his good nature just radiates off of him. These kind of people are beyond rare. I pulled up to the house and they had ( Read more... )

I needed that weekend so bad. I didn't second-guess myself.

Letting things flow naturally...
I haven't felt this comfortable or content in a long time.

Going to start selling off some things. I need more freedom.

It's the lack of friendships/relationships in my life in which I have to talk in here. It's only when my hormones are racing that I stop and realize how alone I am. Otherwise I shake off the feeling because it seems normal. I've only had small glimpses of what it's like to not be alone ( Read more... )

I can't even sleep in the same bed with a dude without him trying to dig around in my pants. Keeping things on a friend level is tough sometimes. Not tough for me because I can resist and be really emotionless, but tough because I realize sometimes that's why dudes remain friends with me until they can get me alone. It's sad. Then something does or ( Read more... )

Where to start. I guess I'll just go from whatever sticks out in my memory ( Read more... )