Nothing but the best for the luckiest girl in the world
So I went to ATL this past weekend for Halloween. I was hoping tohave he most amazing time. It had been since June of last year and I love my friend Tina. I came in Friday night. My week leading up to the trip had been pretty hectic to the point I haven't been eating. I don't have an eating disorder or anything like that, never have, but I do get caught up sometimes in what I'm doing I simply forget. I've been passing out at home fully clothed with everything on, Tv on full blast.
Anyway, I had so much to do before I left that I heated up some food to eat on the drive. I've also been having bladder issues so Ive been trying to avoid drinking anything especially on the drive. My brain sends me into panic mode when a restroom isn't nearby. I think I got over it today, thankfully. So I barely ate a cup of food on the drive. I got in town and Tina suggested pizza. I struggled to eat. I was at the point of being so hungry that I wanted to throw up. One ofthe worst feelings.
Saturday rolls around and I didn't get any sleep because Tina had work early in the morning and we wouldn't stop talking. She left and I tried to get some rest but she called 2 hours later so I only got in an hour and a half. I decided I should get up and head to the mall to find this skirt at Bebe I really wanted. I roamed around the mall, bought a few things. Had a bad experience at the Bebe in Lenox mall. I went to Phipps and I began to feel like one of those old women who are so lonely they go walking around in malls looking for anyone to talk to. Mind you, I always shop alone but it's much different in an unfamiliar city. So 6 or so odd hours roll by and Tina should be heading home from work so I head back to her place. I couldnt get back through the gate so I waited in front for about 30mins watching some guys carry a skeleton dressed up as an old woman in a canoe. She comes home and we get ready. I was a vintage showgirl. What a bad idea for when you have bathroom issues. So much work just to use the restroom. Her friends come over so she can do some makeup and I drive her and I to east atlanta village. Her headlight was out so she wanted me to drive. I hadn't eaten all day because we were supposed to do lunch. Her friends were in a hurry so we went to the pizza place again and I ate half a slice. I hate being rushed. It was becoming increasingly difficult to swallow.
We get to graveyard and the streets are packed. Had a good parking spot and we go bar hop. As soon as we walk in to graveyard Tina notices money on the ground. She wasn't sure if it was real so she played it cool. It was about $120. I helped her pick it up thinking it was hers and she Gave me $40 of it. We were only in there for a drink because it was ridiculously packed. I kept having this nagging feeling that something was wrong with my car so i asked her if i locked the door. She said yes so i tried to shake off my paranoia.
We Headed down to the Earl and it was much calmer. No one really said much to each other. We all kind of looked like we were struggling to stay awake. Somehow it was already about 2am which is an hour til closing time and we headed back to the car to meet up at another bar closer to the house. Well I notice my tire is flat. Apparently the building we parked near was an old hardware building. I didn't see any slices in the tire so someone wasn't just being an asshole. this group of younger dudes come up and try to help. The effort was there but they couldn't do much. Tina had to go back inside to use the restroom and I talked to these kids for like 30mins. Then it got really annoying with everyone screaming and yelling while Tina was trying to call AAA. Someone is sent out pretty fast and by this time it's 3Am and everything is closing. The guy was struggling to lower the tire and he instantly gives up when I suggest it may be because I was rear ended in July. He calls a tow truck and I'm freaking out about leaving my car anywhere. We wait about 40mins and then her best friend boyfriend tries to help. He gets it lowered and jacks it up twice and it keeps rolling off because of the hill. He backed his car up into mine and the tire gets changed. So relieved.
We drive back to the house and sleep. Wake up bout 11and try to figure out breakfast. We kept waiting on her friends and didn't eat until 4. Then headed up to he Earl and I wasted money on cheese dip I could barely eat. These two girls sitting down from us were kind of annoying so Tina and I decided to go back and nap for a couple hours. We keep talking and then her friends come over an hour and a half later with one of the annoying girls. You can see on everyones face they wanted her to leave but didn't want to be mean.
Tina does some zombie paint on her because they wanted to go to MJQ. I'm just watching and using the restroom every 10mins. No one is really talking because it's so uncomfortable. Tina and annoying girl go smoke on the patio and I walk out to hang out 5mins into it and I caught a part of annoying girl saying she was in Florida and met a guy in St. Pete. He said to her she had the most beautiful face he's ever seen and she said his dick was the most beautiful thing to be inside of her and she goes on to brag about how he picked her up in a model t. Well I ask her what his name is and she says John. I said that I knew him and she asked me what his last name was. I responded and said I had met him once so she texts him to say that she just met Anna. I'm sure he was surprised.
Background story: I've known of John for about 4 years. We've kept in contact but more so recently than ever. I've always thought he was gorgeous and exciting. I knew he was a scumbag and we've talked about it and he's claimed to have changed his ways in the past couple years. He claimed to have been upset with me when I told him about having sex on the beach in July because he really liked me, supposedly. He's fresh out of a difficult relationship and lives the rockstar life. He's supposed to be my date for a wedding next weekend.
So I'm caught off guard and call my friend Kira, whose wedding I will be attending. I just needed somewhere to vent. I am such a fool when it comes to guys. They really have me going when they tell me all those sweet things. I overhear her on the phone with John saying she doesn't know if I live here or not. I walk back into the main room and she comes in to grab another smoke saying "oh, John!..." and then her phone call ends and she brags about how he's coming in town next week and she's going to get laid. Cool.
I understand he's single so he could do whatever the fuck he wants. He lives 7hours away and is approached by girls every night. I would be a hypocrite to say that I don't talk to multiple guys sometimes. I was hoping to get some from the same guy who lives in LA, who was supposed to be in Atl that weekend. It's one thing to have an idea of it happening than meeting the person who they are fucking. I just really want to be that special someone who isn't just a good fuck. I swear that only this kind of shit only happens to me. I don't socialize much but some how some way I find out about everything.
I've tried to call him earlier and my call was forwarded. I just need to talk it out with him for my own sanity. I'm sure he thinks I'm going to cause drama but I'm not some petty bitch.
Anyway, I had so much to do before I left that I heated up some food to eat on the drive. I've also been having bladder issues so Ive been trying to avoid drinking anything especially on the drive. My brain sends me into panic mode when a restroom isn't nearby. I think I got over it today, thankfully. So I barely ate a cup of food on the drive. I got in town and Tina suggested pizza. I struggled to eat. I was at the point of being so hungry that I wanted to throw up. One ofthe worst feelings.
Saturday rolls around and I didn't get any sleep because Tina had work early in the morning and we wouldn't stop talking. She left and I tried to get some rest but she called 2 hours later so I only got in an hour and a half. I decided I should get up and head to the mall to find this skirt at Bebe I really wanted. I roamed around the mall, bought a few things. Had a bad experience at the Bebe in Lenox mall. I went to Phipps and I began to feel like one of those old women who are so lonely they go walking around in malls looking for anyone to talk to. Mind you, I always shop alone but it's much different in an unfamiliar city. So 6 or so odd hours roll by and Tina should be heading home from work so I head back to her place. I couldnt get back through the gate so I waited in front for about 30mins watching some guys carry a skeleton dressed up as an old woman in a canoe. She comes home and we get ready. I was a vintage showgirl. What a bad idea for when you have bathroom issues. So much work just to use the restroom. Her friends come over so she can do some makeup and I drive her and I to east atlanta village. Her headlight was out so she wanted me to drive. I hadn't eaten all day because we were supposed to do lunch. Her friends were in a hurry so we went to the pizza place again and I ate half a slice. I hate being rushed. It was becoming increasingly difficult to swallow.
We get to graveyard and the streets are packed. Had a good parking spot and we go bar hop. As soon as we walk in to graveyard Tina notices money on the ground. She wasn't sure if it was real so she played it cool. It was about $120. I helped her pick it up thinking it was hers and she Gave me $40 of it. We were only in there for a drink because it was ridiculously packed. I kept having this nagging feeling that something was wrong with my car so i asked her if i locked the door. She said yes so i tried to shake off my paranoia.
We Headed down to the Earl and it was much calmer. No one really said much to each other. We all kind of looked like we were struggling to stay awake. Somehow it was already about 2am which is an hour til closing time and we headed back to the car to meet up at another bar closer to the house. Well I notice my tire is flat. Apparently the building we parked near was an old hardware building. I didn't see any slices in the tire so someone wasn't just being an asshole. this group of younger dudes come up and try to help. The effort was there but they couldn't do much. Tina had to go back inside to use the restroom and I talked to these kids for like 30mins. Then it got really annoying with everyone screaming and yelling while Tina was trying to call AAA. Someone is sent out pretty fast and by this time it's 3Am and everything is closing. The guy was struggling to lower the tire and he instantly gives up when I suggest it may be because I was rear ended in July. He calls a tow truck and I'm freaking out about leaving my car anywhere. We wait about 40mins and then her best friend boyfriend tries to help. He gets it lowered and jacks it up twice and it keeps rolling off because of the hill. He backed his car up into mine and the tire gets changed. So relieved.
We drive back to the house and sleep. Wake up bout 11and try to figure out breakfast. We kept waiting on her friends and didn't eat until 4. Then headed up to he Earl and I wasted money on cheese dip I could barely eat. These two girls sitting down from us were kind of annoying so Tina and I decided to go back and nap for a couple hours. We keep talking and then her friends come over an hour and a half later with one of the annoying girls. You can see on everyones face they wanted her to leave but didn't want to be mean.
Tina does some zombie paint on her because they wanted to go to MJQ. I'm just watching and using the restroom every 10mins. No one is really talking because it's so uncomfortable. Tina and annoying girl go smoke on the patio and I walk out to hang out 5mins into it and I caught a part of annoying girl saying she was in Florida and met a guy in St. Pete. He said to her she had the most beautiful face he's ever seen and she said his dick was the most beautiful thing to be inside of her and she goes on to brag about how he picked her up in a model t. Well I ask her what his name is and she says John. I said that I knew him and she asked me what his last name was. I responded and said I had met him once so she texts him to say that she just met Anna. I'm sure he was surprised.
Background story: I've known of John for about 4 years. We've kept in contact but more so recently than ever. I've always thought he was gorgeous and exciting. I knew he was a scumbag and we've talked about it and he's claimed to have changed his ways in the past couple years. He claimed to have been upset with me when I told him about having sex on the beach in July because he really liked me, supposedly. He's fresh out of a difficult relationship and lives the rockstar life. He's supposed to be my date for a wedding next weekend.
So I'm caught off guard and call my friend Kira, whose wedding I will be attending. I just needed somewhere to vent. I am such a fool when it comes to guys. They really have me going when they tell me all those sweet things. I overhear her on the phone with John saying she doesn't know if I live here or not. I walk back into the main room and she comes in to grab another smoke saying "oh, John!..." and then her phone call ends and she brags about how he's coming in town next week and she's going to get laid. Cool.
I understand he's single so he could do whatever the fuck he wants. He lives 7hours away and is approached by girls every night. I would be a hypocrite to say that I don't talk to multiple guys sometimes. I was hoping to get some from the same guy who lives in LA, who was supposed to be in Atl that weekend. It's one thing to have an idea of it happening than meeting the person who they are fucking. I just really want to be that special someone who isn't just a good fuck. I swear that only this kind of shit only happens to me. I don't socialize much but some how some way I find out about everything.
I've tried to call him earlier and my call was forwarded. I just need to talk it out with him for my own sanity. I'm sure he thinks I'm going to cause drama but I'm not some petty bitch.