It's been a minute
Where to start. I guess I'll just go from whatever sticks out in my memory.
Valentines day... Show at coasters, feeling sick. Day after was a terror show in Pensacola. Only watched terror and spent the majority of the time hanging out with my valentine. Sketchy looking, throat tattoos, Boston accent. Slightly creepy, perfect for me right? He's actually pretty sweet. Paid for my dinner but it was like pulling teen trying to get him to talk. Social anxiety...strange because he was the lead of a band. He tried to kiss me and I shot him down, pretty embarassing for him. Me? I feel nothing. He walked me to my car and I kissed him on the cheek.
Crazy about canadian boys. I bought a plane ticket to Seattle to hang out. So unsure if he even liked me or not. Either way, hanging out is cool. I love that city. I wish it wasn't so far from home. Stayed for 4 days and 3 nights. Left on a really awkward note. I don't know how these things happen. It could be me. I barely got any alone time with him. For anyone who knows a little about me knows i don't do group situations well. Kinda bummed it went that way. I took his advice and gave it a try. It's true you never really know until you try. I hope I didn't miss out on a good thing.
I am unimpressed, bitter, and emotionless. I want someone to change me. Prove me wrong.
I got no response from my emails I sent. A month later he's back in the same continent. Still flirty as ever.... "I miss you!" what???
Planning a baby roadtrip in may. I'm glad there's little things like his around every corner I can get excited about.
I try to work all the time to avoid my thoughts and the reality that I will never fit in.
Valentines day... Show at coasters, feeling sick. Day after was a terror show in Pensacola. Only watched terror and spent the majority of the time hanging out with my valentine. Sketchy looking, throat tattoos, Boston accent. Slightly creepy, perfect for me right? He's actually pretty sweet. Paid for my dinner but it was like pulling teen trying to get him to talk. Social anxiety...strange because he was the lead of a band. He tried to kiss me and I shot him down, pretty embarassing for him. Me? I feel nothing. He walked me to my car and I kissed him on the cheek.
Crazy about canadian boys. I bought a plane ticket to Seattle to hang out. So unsure if he even liked me or not. Either way, hanging out is cool. I love that city. I wish it wasn't so far from home. Stayed for 4 days and 3 nights. Left on a really awkward note. I don't know how these things happen. It could be me. I barely got any alone time with him. For anyone who knows a little about me knows i don't do group situations well. Kinda bummed it went that way. I took his advice and gave it a try. It's true you never really know until you try. I hope I didn't miss out on a good thing.
I am unimpressed, bitter, and emotionless. I want someone to change me. Prove me wrong.
I got no response from my emails I sent. A month later he's back in the same continent. Still flirty as ever.... "I miss you!" what???
Planning a baby roadtrip in may. I'm glad there's little things like his around every corner I can get excited about.
I try to work all the time to avoid my thoughts and the reality that I will never fit in.