Today was me and Nikki's 3-year anniversary. I can't believe it's been 3 years. We started talking almost 5 years ago but things got complicated from the very beginning. From the moment she sent me that first message I knew she was the one for me. We've been on a rollercoaster since day 1. We've shared really good times and really bad times. We've ( Read more... )

I cannot stop laughing right now. I just went on Sarah (Jean's) Myspace and her little update thing says she misses me. Of course she does. Why wouldn't she? I'm fucking great!! *smiles* She's just another name on a long list of people who ALWAYS come back. I may be [a little] crazy but I'm the most loyal person you'll ever meet. Love me or hate me ( Read more... )

Well, Nikki and I are done for good. I know, I know, I say that ALL the time. Probably not for good, but at least for awhile. I just don't know where the hell her head is at right now since it changes every five minutes. She's still playing this "I have a gf" game, which I still think is incredibly stupid. So yesterday I put a message to an ex in ( Read more... )

So much has been going on lately, but we'll start with Nikki since she seems to be my main issue right now. Wait til you guys hear her desperate cries for attention now. A few days ago she thought it'd be fun to pretend she has a new girlfriend. I let her go with her little charade for about a day or so then I decided what the hell, I'll make up a ( Read more... )

You know, it's funny. In the last week I've been told I'm beautiful, skinny, smart, and would make a great mom. All of which by people who barely know me. I think compliments are best when they're made by people who don't know you very well, because then it seems more sincere. For someone who was told all of those things my self esteem is at an all ( Read more... )

GUESS WHO HAS THE BITCH BY THE BALLS??????? OH YEAH, THAT'D BE ME!!!!!! LOVES IT ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to a text that said "Good morning beautiful. I love you." Despite the fact that she'd been AWOL for 2 days it still made me smile. It made me happy but I was still pissed about her disappearing act that I didn't text her back. After about an hour or so she IM'd me on AIM telling me she loved me. I can't pretend I don't love ( Read more... )

Prepare yourself for A LOT of venting!!!!!!!! You have been warned ( Read more... )

Awhile back I confided something in someone. Something I've never told anyone before. Something I've never felt comfortable telling anyone before. I thought it would be safe with this person. For months they've been playing along like they supported it, then today all of a sudden the truth comes out. I was completely humiliated. This is the exact ( Read more... )

Everything is FINALLY back to normal and I couldn't be happier. Nikki and I have spent the last couple of days texting non-stop while we were supposed to be working. Oops! *smiles* I think I drove everyone crazy because there wasn't a second I didn't have my phone in my hand. I'm just glad this hectic week is over. Everything should hopefully * ( Read more... )