***DESEPERATE CRIES FOR ATTENTION***
So much has been going on lately, but we'll start with Nikki since she seems to be my main issue right now. Wait til you guys hear her desperate cries for attention now. A few days ago she thought it'd be fun to pretend she has a new girlfriend. I let her go with her little charade for about a day or so then I decided what the hell, I'll make up a girlfriend too just for fun. She pretended she didn't care until I told her my new girlfriend wanted to be a part of Hunter's life. That's when she went balls to the wall and got crazy jealous. I asked her why she was so jealous if she had a girlfriend and she's like "I'm not." Riiiiiight! Last night I went to my friend Alyson's to play basketball (more on that later!) and I was surprised that I didn't get any text messages from Nikki while I was there. When I got home I checked my computer for IM's and there weren't any so I got in the shower. While I was in the shower she IM'd me just to read my away message. Once she saw that I was at Alyson's all of a sudden she wants to "talk". Well I was in the shower (only about 5 minutes mind you!) so I didn't answer her. So when I get out I have not one but FIVE text messages from her asking me if I'd talk to her about her girlfriend without getting upset. *rolls eyes* The worst part is I IM'd her back and even tried to call her but she didn't answer. I don't know how long this little "gf" thing is going to last but it's just plain annoying now. Yesterday I told her to swear on her dad's grave she really did have a girlfriend and she's like "I swear" and I was like "No, on your dad's grave!" and she's like "I did!" She wouldn't do it. She's lying, and it's SO stupid. I know what she's doing. She's making up this girlfriend so I'll get pissed and be with someone else so she can turn around and say I never loved her, everything I've said recently is bullshit, blah blah blah. I wish she'd just step up and stop playing these retarded games.
I'm back to partying again. Thursday night me and 3 of my co-workers went to Applebee's after work for drinks. I didn't know Applebee's had kareoke night but those people were awful. Maybe it's because I know how amazing Sarah (Jean)'s voice is and that I'm immune to anyone else's voice. There were these 3 high school girls there who happened to be sitting behind us and 2 of them got up and did a duet from Grease and they both blew hardcore. It's one thing if you suck and you do it as something funny, but it's another when you suck and you actually think you sound good. Then the one girl sang a Dixie Chicks' song and fucked it all up. What's even worse is the 2nd girl in that group sang a song after her (Can't remember what, but it was a country one.) and the other 2 girls were giggling the whole time she was up there because she sucked too. I thought that was fucked up. If you know your friend sucks step up and tell them, not let them make an ass out of themselves. At one point 2 cops walked in (I don't know why that's a cop's hangout but I see them there a lot) and the kareoke guy started playing "Bad Boys" and this dumbass teenager started running around the restaurant like he was running from the cops and then when he got close to the cop he started walking really slow, whistling, then ran out the front door. It was actually pretty funny. But nothing was funnier than the teenage kid, with the cracking voice, who sang "Man, I Feel Like A Woman!" by Shania Twain. All in all, good times!
So I was out late Thursday night, then again last night. Alyson and I haven't hung out in forever. What I love about her is she's the least co-ordinated girl I know but she loves to play catch, go to the batting cages, and play basketball. Last night she invited me over to shoot hoops. I had fun hanging out with her and her 9-year-old daughter Aubrey who I used to have at BP. It was funny because last night out of nowhere Alyson goes "What happened to you??" and I was like "What?" and she goes "You got all girly. You got wicked skinny, not that you weren't skinny before, but skinnier, and you got boobs!!" I looked at her like she was crazy and was like "I've always had boobs!" and she goes "No, really, where'd you get them??" and I was like "Um...God gave them to me!" It was the bra I was wearing. It makes my boobs look fantabulous! I think her and I will be hanging out a lot more. Her husband has to be up for work at 4 a.m. every day so at night she gets bored. But hey, if I can get out of the house and have some non-worrying about Nikki fun, then I'm all for it.
Tonight is my Brad Paisley/Chuck Wicks/Jewel concert and I'm super excited! I'm still pissed that Julianne Hough canceled the rest of her appearances because of stupied Dancing With The Stars because she's the reason I got tickets to this shit. Don't get me wrong, I love Brad, but Julianne is HOT! She's my type 110%! I'm not excited about driving all the way to West Palm Beach though. Well, the drive there is fun because I get excited, but the drive back seems like it takes forever even though it's only like an hour to an hour and a half depending on the traffic. Tomorrow I'm going to see and meet Sara Evans again. I love her! She's fucking gorgeous! YUM! Then next weekend me and Alyson are supposed to be going to see Jimmy Wayne at County Line. I'm not thrilled about going there because there's a bartender there that me and Sarah (Jean) tormented for awhile and I really don't feel like having to throw down with a crazy bitch in the middle of a redneck bar. Then October 11th it's back to WPB to see Martina McBride. I cannot find backstage passes to that to save my life but I think I've got a VIP style plan that might work. If I got to meet Martina I'd die! So my calendar is pretty filled up, which is good. Anything to take my mind off of Nikki.
The other day at work I was having a really shitty day because Nikki was just toying with my emotions and I kept having to run to the bathroom to cry so the kids wouldn't see me. Finally I decided to go to Hunter's house to see him hoping he'd make me feel better since he usually does. Before I could even walk in the door he came running at me and jumped in my arms, gave me the world's biggest hug ever, and said "Mommy, I missed you!!" I thought I was going to breakdown in tears all over again. That's the first time he's ever told me he missed me. Of course that made me even more sad.
Nikki just texted me and told me she had a meltdown last night and got a new tattoo. What is it you ask? A purple scorpion. What's my star sign? A Scorpio. What's my favorite color? Purple. Coincidence? I think not. She claims she got it because it "looked cool." Bitch is missing me hardcore and she can't stand the fact that I'm out partying while she goes out with her "girlfriend." It's kind of a satisfying feeling to know that this is all blowing up in her face. I don't know why she does this. She loves me and she knows it. She misses me and she knows it. I don't know how much longer I can take these games. I'm ready to settle down and have a family.
I'm back to partying again. Thursday night me and 3 of my co-workers went to Applebee's after work for drinks. I didn't know Applebee's had kareoke night but those people were awful. Maybe it's because I know how amazing Sarah (Jean)'s voice is and that I'm immune to anyone else's voice. There were these 3 high school girls there who happened to be sitting behind us and 2 of them got up and did a duet from Grease and they both blew hardcore. It's one thing if you suck and you do it as something funny, but it's another when you suck and you actually think you sound good. Then the one girl sang a Dixie Chicks' song and fucked it all up. What's even worse is the 2nd girl in that group sang a song after her (Can't remember what, but it was a country one.) and the other 2 girls were giggling the whole time she was up there because she sucked too. I thought that was fucked up. If you know your friend sucks step up and tell them, not let them make an ass out of themselves. At one point 2 cops walked in (I don't know why that's a cop's hangout but I see them there a lot) and the kareoke guy started playing "Bad Boys" and this dumbass teenager started running around the restaurant like he was running from the cops and then when he got close to the cop he started walking really slow, whistling, then ran out the front door. It was actually pretty funny. But nothing was funnier than the teenage kid, with the cracking voice, who sang "Man, I Feel Like A Woman!" by Shania Twain. All in all, good times!
So I was out late Thursday night, then again last night. Alyson and I haven't hung out in forever. What I love about her is she's the least co-ordinated girl I know but she loves to play catch, go to the batting cages, and play basketball. Last night she invited me over to shoot hoops. I had fun hanging out with her and her 9-year-old daughter Aubrey who I used to have at BP. It was funny because last night out of nowhere Alyson goes "What happened to you??" and I was like "What?" and she goes "You got all girly. You got wicked skinny, not that you weren't skinny before, but skinnier, and you got boobs!!" I looked at her like she was crazy and was like "I've always had boobs!" and she goes "No, really, where'd you get them??" and I was like "Um...God gave them to me!" It was the bra I was wearing. It makes my boobs look fantabulous! I think her and I will be hanging out a lot more. Her husband has to be up for work at 4 a.m. every day so at night she gets bored. But hey, if I can get out of the house and have some non-worrying about Nikki fun, then I'm all for it.
Tonight is my Brad Paisley/Chuck Wicks/Jewel concert and I'm super excited! I'm still pissed that Julianne Hough canceled the rest of her appearances because of stupied Dancing With The Stars because she's the reason I got tickets to this shit. Don't get me wrong, I love Brad, but Julianne is HOT! She's my type 110%! I'm not excited about driving all the way to West Palm Beach though. Well, the drive there is fun because I get excited, but the drive back seems like it takes forever even though it's only like an hour to an hour and a half depending on the traffic. Tomorrow I'm going to see and meet Sara Evans again. I love her! She's fucking gorgeous! YUM! Then next weekend me and Alyson are supposed to be going to see Jimmy Wayne at County Line. I'm not thrilled about going there because there's a bartender there that me and Sarah (Jean) tormented for awhile and I really don't feel like having to throw down with a crazy bitch in the middle of a redneck bar. Then October 11th it's back to WPB to see Martina McBride. I cannot find backstage passes to that to save my life but I think I've got a VIP style plan that might work. If I got to meet Martina I'd die! So my calendar is pretty filled up, which is good. Anything to take my mind off of Nikki.
The other day at work I was having a really shitty day because Nikki was just toying with my emotions and I kept having to run to the bathroom to cry so the kids wouldn't see me. Finally I decided to go to Hunter's house to see him hoping he'd make me feel better since he usually does. Before I could even walk in the door he came running at me and jumped in my arms, gave me the world's biggest hug ever, and said "Mommy, I missed you!!" I thought I was going to breakdown in tears all over again. That's the first time he's ever told me he missed me. Of course that made me even more sad.
Nikki just texted me and told me she had a meltdown last night and got a new tattoo. What is it you ask? A purple scorpion. What's my star sign? A Scorpio. What's my favorite color? Purple. Coincidence? I think not. She claims she got it because it "looked cool." Bitch is missing me hardcore and she can't stand the fact that I'm out partying while she goes out with her "girlfriend." It's kind of a satisfying feeling to know that this is all blowing up in her face. I don't know why she does this. She loves me and she knows it. She misses me and she knows it. I don't know how much longer I can take these games. I'm ready to settle down and have a family.