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I wish people could understand the every day battle that goes on in my head. I dont understand how my own emotions work sometimes, most of the time im shut down, sometimes i feel strong and confident, sometimes i just feel the lowest of the low. I keep chasing the wrong person, hoping for attention from them in any way possible and at the same time ( Read more... ) -
In the middle...
I feel like i am internally fighting a battle between being lost, being able to see myself & watching as I just cry or walk around aimlessly. Doing the usual day to day but not having any control over what I am doing. i go back & forth on feelings of dying & feelings of religion. then on the other hand I am my old self, goofy, happy, laughing & ( Read more... ) -
I want...
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movin out...
welp....movin out ( Read more... ) -
boo
SCHOOL IS WHOOPPIN MY ASS!!! i dont even know if i spelled that right lol...
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so i am talkin to this kid online...someone i talk to every once in a while lol...and ive realized i hate everyone with a penis right now ( Read more... ) -
been a while...
so some things have changed since last time i updated lol...i think my dad really wants me to move in with him and my little brother...i dont know how good that would be though because 1 he will want to mess up things with my mom...and and 2 i havent lived with him or my little brother since i was little...so i dont even know how well we would get ( Read more... ) -
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ugh...boys are wierd lol...thats all i got... :) love and goodnight -
new info
ok...i got a new email address
Boblz2003@hotmail.com
and an aim name
BobzXyerface
lol so IM me if u want...i dont remember all the names that were on my buddylist...or email me...whatever :) -
recent developments....
well ok...just a few things ( Read more... )