I want...

[forgotten722]

You know what I want?

I want to not be afraid...

I want to stop living in the 'what if'...

I want to move out of this state and start completely new..

I want to be around new people, people that don't know me and I don't know them.

I want to be around people who care about me as much as I care about them...

I want to stop getting belittled with everything I do or say.

I want to love my job like I used to, now everything is just a mess.

I want to stop living with regret, regret that I did this or regret that I didn't do that...

I want to stop getting used, for a variety of things really...

I want to fall in love and be held every night...

I want to be able to give the people I care about whatever they need...

I want people to care that I exist...