movin out...
welp....movin out
im going to move in with my dad and my 3 brothers lol...so we shall see how long it will last...i get to paint my own room...and do anything i want to it...and i get to decorate it however i want to so thats pretty awesome too...i dont think my aunt is to happy about it...she acts like shes fine but if we talk about it or it gets brought up her mood changes and she sounds sad...i wouldnt move out but i cant stand not having a door..and i hate that the cats like to get in my room and pee on everything i hate them! lol....i dont want them to keep ruining everything..and ive been able to save a lot of stuff but i have to keep it all hidden and in boxes...and i get to hang pictures up too so that will be cool...my dad took me to the hobby lobby lol and i told him i wanted to hang up paintings in my room but i think he thought i was going to make my own paintings...i mean i can...but thats not what i meant lol..but i twas funny that he got all excited and took me there...he didnt know i knew about that place...
ive been having really wierd dreams lately...the biggest thing i can remember from them is generally angela, chrissy and ashley were in both of them...one time i was at my aunts and it was raining outside...like storming and i was reading about it in a book i have and it said that storms signify that i have a lot of pent up anger or emotion..that if not released will cause a horrible "storm" lol...which i think i agree with...cause i do have some issues i dont really talk about with the people i should...i dont even know when ill get the chance to talk about it again lol...oh well i guess...ive been really tired all week...i think missing all that sleep is catching up with me...ive been really tired..but in the mood for changes lol....
changes are definetly going to happen...
welp im out like a light :)
im going to move in with my dad and my 3 brothers lol...so we shall see how long it will last...i get to paint my own room...and do anything i want to it...and i get to decorate it however i want to so thats pretty awesome too...i dont think my aunt is to happy about it...she acts like shes fine but if we talk about it or it gets brought up her mood changes and she sounds sad...i wouldnt move out but i cant stand not having a door..and i hate that the cats like to get in my room and pee on everything i hate them! lol....i dont want them to keep ruining everything..and ive been able to save a lot of stuff but i have to keep it all hidden and in boxes...and i get to hang pictures up too so that will be cool...my dad took me to the hobby lobby lol and i told him i wanted to hang up paintings in my room but i think he thought i was going to make my own paintings...i mean i can...but thats not what i meant lol..but i twas funny that he got all excited and took me there...he didnt know i knew about that place...
ive been having really wierd dreams lately...the biggest thing i can remember from them is generally angela, chrissy and ashley were in both of them...one time i was at my aunts and it was raining outside...like storming and i was reading about it in a book i have and it said that storms signify that i have a lot of pent up anger or emotion..that if not released will cause a horrible "storm" lol...which i think i agree with...cause i do have some issues i dont really talk about with the people i should...i dont even know when ill get the chance to talk about it again lol...oh well i guess...ive been really tired all week...i think missing all that sleep is catching up with me...ive been really tired..but in the mood for changes lol....
changes are definetly going to happen...
welp im out like a light :)