In the middle...
I feel like i am internally fighting a battle between being lost, being able to see myself & watching as I just cry or walk around aimlessly. Doing the usual day to day but not having any control over what I am doing. i go back & forth on feelings of dying & feelings of religion. then on the other hand I am my old self, goofy, happy, laughing & surrounding myself with my friends, being confident & doing everything I want to do....I just dont know which side will win. i know life is what you make it but most of the time i feel very over this project & ready to throw it away & next time do things differently.
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