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I wish people could understand the every day battle that goes on in my head. I dont understand how my own emotions work sometimes, most of the time im shut down, sometimes i feel strong and confident, sometimes i just feel the lowest of the low. I keep chasing the wrong person, hoping for attention from them in any way possible and at the same time i know how stupid im being, i can read the signs they are very clear but part of me keeps trying to justify it. Im tured of being so sad all the time....
I just wish i knew how to fix myself.