recent developments....
well ok...just a few things...
-got mail from the doctor regarding blood results..from what she took tuesday and apparently she says i am borderline diabetic...she has me on a 1600 cal diet thing...which is going to be hard to do considering i only eat once maybe twice day and shes wants me to eat like 5 times...although it will be small portions i wont like doing it that often and what i have to eat really sucks too :( lol..but i have to..
-aol is off...for now anyways we are trying to fix it hopefully it will get fixed tomorrow otherwise i lose all kinds of crap..have to get a new email address and try and figure out what all was set to go directly to that email... eeee that sucks too.. :(
-just got back from the emergency room..my aunt was having some issues...i was really scared...more so because she was...it ended up being exactly what i thought it was...she ok and we are home...
-im really frackin tired :) ...got drunk last night..more so than i probably needed to lol..but whatever...scary thing is...i like it...sord of wierd with a certain someone last night but oh well it will be forever probably now...getting closer to Rick...he had some sweet words o' advice :) made me a lot happier...but overall had fun hangin out with everyone...as i always have :)
-i need to get on someone elses computer and get my school stuff together...im off work until friday which means i will be having lunch with ashley probably everyday this week as well lol..ah frack :( im on a diet...hmm i will think of something lol...i think that chicken thing bill made wont be that bad...maybe i can talk someone into making it and sharing it with me lol...
-no one get me anything for christmas...i cant get anyone anything this year....low income blows... :( ...getting paid once a month blows even more though! :(....
-things hopefully will be changing around here..we shall see how long it lasts...
i guess that is all for now...love and goodnight..
ps thank you to everyone that had kind words for me about the break up..i really appreciate it... :) <3
-got mail from the doctor regarding blood results..from what she took tuesday and apparently she says i am borderline diabetic...she has me on a 1600 cal diet thing...which is going to be hard to do considering i only eat once maybe twice day and shes wants me to eat like 5 times...although it will be small portions i wont like doing it that often and what i have to eat really sucks too :( lol..but i have to..
-aol is off...for now anyways we are trying to fix it hopefully it will get fixed tomorrow otherwise i lose all kinds of crap..have to get a new email address and try and figure out what all was set to go directly to that email... eeee that sucks too.. :(
-just got back from the emergency room..my aunt was having some issues...i was really scared...more so because she was...it ended up being exactly what i thought it was...she ok and we are home...
-im really frackin tired :) ...got drunk last night..more so than i probably needed to lol..but whatever...scary thing is...i like it...sord of wierd with a certain someone last night but oh well it will be forever probably now...getting closer to Rick...he had some sweet words o' advice :) made me a lot happier...but overall had fun hangin out with everyone...as i always have :)
-i need to get on someone elses computer and get my school stuff together...im off work until friday which means i will be having lunch with ashley probably everyday this week as well lol..ah frack :( im on a diet...hmm i will think of something lol...i think that chicken thing bill made wont be that bad...maybe i can talk someone into making it and sharing it with me lol...
-no one get me anything for christmas...i cant get anyone anything this year....low income blows... :( ...getting paid once a month blows even more though! :(....
-things hopefully will be changing around here..we shall see how long it lasts...
i guess that is all for now...love and goodnight..
ps thank you to everyone that had kind words for me about the break up..i really appreciate it... :) <3