Today I just kept it light cuz I ran out of time and just worked on my warm up read my book and I'm going to try to talk to a friend of mine to get the skimmer program to take off all my life journal stuff. Other than that I did really good trying to smile and not lose focus at work today but it gets really hard afternoon. Also second day of full ( Read more... )

Today I remember having a few more psychic moments where I would just think of something and there would be a reason later why did that. I got lost a bit in thought over the men's group and how badly that went. For my work I did the usual warm-up read the book and I got to my first big block of text in my journal. The only problem is I need a good ( Read more... )

First off I just remembered yesterday somehow my car told me I had something left in the backseat so even though I just emptied it out I managed to check and find a hanger laying there that should have been there. And today something told me to check out front first before I put away the fried chicken and it was already a thing or fried chicken out ( Read more... )

Well I ended up today doing my first 24-hour fast of 2020. It just happens this way. I've had a great day today I had three different times where people got the door for me at the laundromat with my arms were loaded as well as hearing from my partner's girlfriend right when I was thinking about her. and I think there was something else as well that ( Read more... )

Today I did my warm up and then I read my book. Next I pulled a few more entries. My typos are still bad. I've not had a good time with jobs the honey moon is short. I used to have dreams about my extravagant life I would have. But they were unfocused. Thing is they are hard to imagine when you need to fix things like your income today ( Read more... )

For this entire year I just feel tired like I want to rest. Today I noticed some of the old pathways were coming back but the fire doesn't seem to be in them yet. It's like when you erase something on a page you can still kind of make it out if you try really hard you could get back the words that were on the page but they're not there yet. It's ( Read more... )

Well first off I woke up at 3:00 a.m. this morning and was violently ill. But other than that I felt fucking amazing all day. I think it was mostly mania to be honest or to downplay it I'm just not sure which. I feel a lot of my limitations aren't so much gone but I feel like I'm in a much more positive mood which mostly fixes half the problem with ( Read more... )

The New Year started off with the baphomet ritual then by Andreih vitamus. Thankfully it was late getting started because my headphones were dead. And the instructions did say it needed stereo headphones. Though in the ritual it seemed only come through one ear. The ritual followed the usual format except with addition of a new sigil that he doesn' ( Read more... )

All I did today was the warm up. I just didn't feel like working on the review today are really doing much magic of any kind if that changes I'll update this but right now it's probably going out as is. I did go ahead though and empty out my positive intention group since nobody is posting there. One thing I keep thinking about from my review ( Read more... )

DREAM: Really vivid dream last night. Apparently I was the Antichrist. I was in the woods between Rick's and Lianna's. I stumbled in there I met somebody that tell me what was going on and we lived in these little clearings that were barely big enough for you to sleep in. That immediately started investing in an army some of them look like Squirtle ( Read more... )