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I am desperately afraid of the coming days. My boyfriend and I are growing apart. My ability to hold everything together is coming unthreaded ( Read more... ) -
Fitting two lives in one
I turn 25 near the end of this year. Saturn return isn't until you're 29, but 25 is a "quarter-life" crisis moment. Am I just hitting it early, or am I still having trouble "growing up ( Read more... ) -
Escape
Even though I know it's futile to wonder, because I'm never right, I wonder if mania is creeping up on me. I feel so full of LIFE, so full of... well... everything! I had a hard time sitting still at work today because I just wanted to be up, be doing, be moving ( Read more... ) -
With a sharp eye to sunrise
I have been vacillating between raged and hyperactive. I won't try to put a mood judgment on anything -- I'm usually wrong anyway -- but I've been noticing the trend. It is making a few things difficult, but it's clearing up a lot of problems that had started simply because there wasn't any grease on the wheels ( Read more... ) -
with odds like that they were bound to fail
it's not how you start ( Read more... ) -
New horizons
Work is really hard. Not because of the work, but because of my motivation/drive/energy ( Read more... ) -
Amazon.com Wishlist
In an effort to organize, I segmented my Amazon.com wishlist into several categories. They are:
1. Building genius - Where I put all my academic and other related reading and reference items
2. Enjoyment in life - The books and games and things I'm interested in on a pure personal enjoyment level
3. Life as an artist - Art supplies! Also reference ( Read more... ) -
Making changes
I have been feeling a little at odds these past couple weeks. Half of me has been feeling incredibly inspired -- I want to write, to draw, to paint, to create, to travel and to experience, to do, to think, to learn! The other half of me has been feeling dull, broken, discontent, insufficient. I think they are directly competing and feeding one ( Read more... ) -
Temporally claustrophobic
I call the way I'm feeling "temporally claustrophobic" because it's the best way I can think to describe what this conflict feels like. I feel the pressure of limited time closing in on me, and I'm stretched out for being so anxious over it ( Read more... ) -
On diets and weight loss
Today is Day 1 of the South Beach Diet Phase I. Already had breakfast, planned out the rest of the day.
Breakfast
1/2 cup egg whites
2 tbs diced red and green bell pepper
1 Shiitake mushroom, diced
1/2 wedge of Light Laughing Cow Original Swiss
Made in a mug at work. It was surprisingly tasty.
Snack #11 oz Natural Almonds (they're just... ( Read more... )