I believe in the power of thought, and I also equally believe that my thoughts have been a wreck for the last couple months or so at least (probably even tracing back to March, really, the time of the James fiasco). I don't REALLY believe that I'll spend the rest of my life alone or that no one loves me, or that I might end up in a mental ( Read more... )

Yeah. Well ( Read more... )

I joke around about hitting it and quitting it like a douchey dude, but I really really can't do it, and the more I think about it.. the more I'm GLAD I can't do it ( Read more... )

"Anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of your time." Wise words. Maybe. They either lead to pure happiness, or a lifetime of unfulfilled dreams. But so are these, "Never settle for anything less than extraordinary. Because, if you do, life will suck. It may suck anyway, but at least it will suck with integrity." ( Read more... )

I hate when I can see things clearly, but have no idea what to do about a situation. I guess life is all trial and error, with mostly error, and you just have to fucking go for it and hope for the best, and when the worst happens (as it undoubtedly will), just move on and survive ( Read more... )

I constantly feel like I'm moving closer and closer towards a complete mental breakdown, or a split with reality, or something equally as awful. Maybe I just need more sleep. I keep running and running and running, because I hate to be stuck at home, and I hate to be bored, and I'm running from being upset... but I can't outrun it ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one left on earth with emotional maturity and sensibility. I DESPISE when people choose emotion over logic and don't even THINK about the flaws in their actions. Yes, I have emotions and feelings, but I know the rationality behind them, and I accept that they're not logical sometimes and I refuse to bend to ( Read more... )

I think mayyybe I'm just gonna have to marry a dog or something. Or just be an ice queen whore, yes? I'll cuddle with my gay men, fuck the hot straight men, and cry and talk to my best friends. Fuck this wanting a boyfriend shit. It's reaaallly overrated. Let's go back to being happy single Cassidy? Can we please? Emotions? You listening to ( Read more... )

It's about fucking time I post a good entry in here, dammmn ( Read more... )

Ouch ouch ouch ( Read more... )