But I look at your pants and I, I need a kiss
I joke around about hitting it and quitting it like a douchey dude, but I really really can't do it, and the more I think about it.. the more I'm GLAD I can't do it.
When I watch people, I see some occasionally that I think, "Good god damn I'd like to hit that." Then, I talk to them, etc, and either realize that they are disappointing or WORSE, that they're amazing. Try as I might I can't view people as simply sexual objects. I like people for people, and I can't just use them for my own satisfaction (and I never get off anyway, for that matter, so I guess I really couldn't haha).
Life would be a lot EASIER if I could just view people as sexual objects, but it wouldn't be as fulfilling. I love people, and I couldn't really live with myself or be proud of myself if I simply used people. The more I am comfortable with myself, the more I appreciate relationships in my life. The better my relationship with myself is, the more I can quit worrying about me so much and love other people. Weird little concept there, huh?
So here I am, stuck loving and hating emotional attachments, but this is my lot and I'm gonna deal with it, and hopefully just grow closer to friends in my life from it, and find most of the attachment fulfillment I need there.
When I watch people, I see some occasionally that I think, "Good god damn I'd like to hit that." Then, I talk to them, etc, and either realize that they are disappointing or WORSE, that they're amazing. Try as I might I can't view people as simply sexual objects. I like people for people, and I can't just use them for my own satisfaction (and I never get off anyway, for that matter, so I guess I really couldn't haha).
Life would be a lot EASIER if I could just view people as sexual objects, but it wouldn't be as fulfilling. I love people, and I couldn't really live with myself or be proud of myself if I simply used people. The more I am comfortable with myself, the more I appreciate relationships in my life. The better my relationship with myself is, the more I can quit worrying about me so much and love other people. Weird little concept there, huh?
So here I am, stuck loving and hating emotional attachments, but this is my lot and I'm gonna deal with it, and hopefully just grow closer to friends in my life from it, and find most of the attachment fulfillment I need there.