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Jake
I don't know where to start. I met him two weeks ago, but it feels like a lifetime ago. Like I've been waiting for him this entire time. He's a mash of all of my favorite qualities. It's as if God himself hand created Jake just for me. He has to be the one. There isn't a thing we don't like or dislike as a couple. I'm constantly laughing with him. ( Read more... ) -
This isnt for you.
I could never wrap my head around how a breakup works and why it could be such an emotional roller coaster. That night that I made up my mind, you were showering me with compliments and the idea of hoping we can work it out later while you were simultaneously breaking my heart.. But you see, I dont think that's fair. If anything, one should be ( Read more... ) -
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I've been seeing this guy for two months now. An innocent yogurt date turned to an endless parade of smiles, lunches, hugs, kisses and sleepovers. As happy as i am (which i havent been in months) Im watching my feelings grow into something more, something I havent seen in years and that honest to God scares me. Mostly because it all looks so damn ( Read more... ) -
realization
The saying goes that once you enter the world of aviation that "everyone has to pay their dues" which means, basically, everyone starts off at the bottom of the ladder. You are essentially the company's bitch and you have a reserve, or in other words an "on-call" schedule. There is no 9 to 5 work day with weekends off like any old office job, more ( Read more... ) -
Just a regular day
So I'm sitting here in Denver airport, waiting to catch my flight to Salt Lake for recurrent training. Getting to this point was difficult enough as Im almost positive fate has it out for me.Where do I start ( Read more... ) -
todays my birthday
Honestly, I never thought i would be this old. Not to say that 24 is old by any means, because it isnt. Maybe its because it isnt a milestone number....like 18, 21 or even 25 ( Read more... ) -
And she lived happily ever after....
Dear Tara ( Read more... ) -
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things havent really been looking up for me.
at all.
thank god for school.
lord knows i need distractions.
to bad those distractions just happen to be homework, quizzes and really boring history videos. -
im going to miss his hugs
i dont understand how after a death, life can just go on being completely unchanged. that never really made much sense to me ( Read more... ) -
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i dont know what has been wrong with me lately ( Read more... )