Jake

[brassfish]

I don't know where to start. I met him two weeks ago, but it feels like a lifetime ago. Like I've been waiting for him this entire time. He's a mash of all of my favorite qualities. It's as if God himself hand created Jake just for me. He has to be the one. There isn't a thing we don't like or dislike as a couple. I'm constantly laughing with him. He sings to me. He takes me to church and works out with me. He pushes me to be a better person. Constantly. Within my minds eye I carress the image of his face before I fall asleep and I look forward to his morning texts. We have to be with each other all the time otherwise we both go into a slight hysteria without the other.
It was never like this Eric. Or buddy or any other guy I've met. I've always fallen for guys quickly, but this time, it's on a mutual level. My heart wants to explode from the amount of love I feel whenever he's around. He catches me staring at him all the time, but what he doesn't know is that I'm in awe every time he wants to hold me or tells me he missed me. I didn't know someone could feel that way about me. I feel like a child again when I get the butterflies, and I feel like a women when we lie in bed together. I don't feel like I have to impress him on a daily basis because he loves me just the way I am. I couldnt have asked for a better man in my life. Couldn't even begin to imagine.
I'm done for.