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i dont know what has been wrong with me lately...
ive been moody all around and im continuously getting sick.
im crying right now and i dont have any real reason too.
my parents are getting into one fight after another cause i tell my dad to shut the fuck up.
litteraly
because i hate him now.
and all these thoughts are running through my head all day non stop and not a single one of them is positive.
like the idea of going back to school scares me. the idea of joey not caring anymore scares me. my face and my body just start looking worse every day. i have no money and i get sick to my stomache everytime i look at my bank account. i have no friends. and whatever ones i do have i hardly hear from anymore.
......
ive suddenly become this ugly hearted person. and i dont like it.
i hate this life.
i just want to run away from it. from myself
ive been moody all around and im continuously getting sick.
im crying right now and i dont have any real reason too.
my parents are getting into one fight after another cause i tell my dad to shut the fuck up.
litteraly
because i hate him now.
and all these thoughts are running through my head all day non stop and not a single one of them is positive.
like the idea of going back to school scares me. the idea of joey not caring anymore scares me. my face and my body just start looking worse every day. i have no money and i get sick to my stomache everytime i look at my bank account. i have no friends. and whatever ones i do have i hardly hear from anymore.
......
ive suddenly become this ugly hearted person. and i dont like it.
i hate this life.
i just want to run away from it. from myself