I think i put my finger on why i'm so sad all the time ( Read more... )

I have spent the day trying (in my little head) to turn all the negative aspects of what is going on in my life, into things that i think about more positively. But i'm not sure that it worked at all ( Read more... )

This is a difficult entry to write and it may be a bit morbid for some people's tastes, but it is something that i have only related in part to one person, and their advice was that i needed to talk about it more. I don't really feel that i can do that - so putting it in here is the nearest thing that i can come up with. I don't know if writing ( Read more... )

I have spent the day bimbling around doing not very much. I fiddled with my essay a bit, tried to do some character gen to take my mind off the big sadness that is brewing inside me. I have no idea why it is there, or where it is coming from, but it is very much there ( Read more... )

My head feels full. I know thats technically impossible (or is it? I'm no scientist!) but its the only description. Its like there is something at the back of my mind that i want to thinkof but its protecting itself by pushing all the other stuff in my head in front of it, so i can't get to it. Its bugging me, but i'm trying not to pay it any ( Read more... )

I have to put firstly that i didn't get that job that i went for ( Read more... )

I have sort of cheered up this evening. I think everything is beginning to arrive at its proper place in perspective. Either that or I really have stopped caring so much. Whichever it is, it feels better. Some of the pressure in my head has gone, which is a huge relief ( Read more... )