I try to be the best friend i can be, supportive when I'm asked, ready to listen when needed, up for hanging out whenever my schedule permits.  Why is it, then, that when I give so much to the people that I think are my friends, they don't seem to give a damn about me?  As Maid of Honor, whenever I was asked to do something, I did it.  I attended ( Read more... )

I've been trying very hard during the whole wedding planning process to avoid being a "bridezilla" and not let things get to me.  However, I am no really getting peeved.  Mike and I have let our date be public knowledge at LEAST since October when we got officially engaged, but some people have known since last spring.  Anyway, some friends of ours ( Read more... )

Everyone on this planet knows that the phrase "we need to talk" signals something BAD.  Imagine having that phrase thrown at you in writing with the knowledge that you won't see the person for a few days.  It SUCKS.  Imagine waking up and finding out that the reason behind the evil phrase is that you're basically being told to get the hell out of ( Read more... )

For real, I need to move, or rather, finish moving.  I needed to do all of that months ago.  I have been trying to move for months now.  Half of my stuff is in boxes and in MIke's attic, of the remaining half of my belongings, half of THEM are in boxes which are scattered across the apartment and cannot be moved because I still sort of need the ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm trapped between a rock and a hard place.  I feel like I'm being asked to choose between the most important people in my life and it's ripping me apart.  I can't survive like this, especially since by trying to keep the peace between them, I feel like I can't be true to what I want.  The worst part is when I've talked to any of them ( Read more... )

it's really frustrating that, even though I will have everything I need for the weekend in one carry-on size bag, I will have to check that bag.  It's all due to the restrictions about liquids.  I want to be able to take a shower while I'm out of town, so I want to take shampoo, conditioner, body wash, etc. with me, but each bottle is most ( Read more... )

I'm really trying to not get too hopeful about the state of the house.  Mike's dad claims that it should be ready for me to finish moving in about 2 weeks, and I was starting to believe it since the living room is nearly completely drywalled, however, he has injured himself and heaven only knows how long he'll milk that.  On Monday, Mike, his dad ( Read more... )

So, now that Kitty and Sparkles are gone, I don't have my daily cat fix anymore.  I know that I'm going to adopt a cat once I've gotten settled at Mike's, but that's still a couple of months off.  Even so, I started looking on the Humane Society's website last night to look at the cats that are available for adoption.  I know that I need to adopt a ( Read more... )

When I walked into my apartment this morning, I started crying.  The further up the stairs I got, the harder I started crying.  This is because my roommate packed up Kitty and Sparkles and all of their stuff this morning and took them down to her dad's in Scott City.  They are going to live there indefinitely.  They are going to live in her stepmom ( Read more... )

I have now seen an ad on TV several times for a medical procedure/drug to make your eyelashes thicker and longer.  The ad even mentions the official medical term for not having sufficient eyelashes.  This just seems a bit insane to me.  There are people out there that are so concerned with their eyelashes that they aren't satisfied with the several ( Read more... )