Being home so far this summer has been... about what I expected, I guess. I've been having to take the CSETs and that's been stressful and a bit of a hassle because one got rescheduled, but since I don't have much else to do I've been able to study at a pace that doesn't feel overwhelming and accommodates for when I find myself staring at the book ( Read more... )

It's been a rough finals week so far. Fortunately, two of my papers were due before finals week even started, but that still left me with two papers and an exam and zero motivation to do any of it. I guess I'm not too surprised, like it was kind of a rough last week of class also and the weekend before was like... I saw a post on tumblr that was ( Read more... )

I have no motivation haha it's awesome, I hope it gets better by finals week. Last night I didn't go to the Green Fashion Show that Bethany was in (to be fair, neither did Amber or Adrian but I didn't even suggest it) because getting off the couch and walking across campus seemed like too much. I almost went to bed at midnight on a Friday because ( Read more... )

Things this week have been so tedious, more so than usual. The boring things, that is, not the fun things (though the Pride affirmations activity last night did feel like it dragged a bit idk), but I keep ending up in class or at work like 'holy shit i am so bored and i do not want to be here at all and i still have over an hour to go' and it sucks ( Read more... )

It's almost 12:30am and I should be going to bed so I can get sleep for tomorrow but I feel like the world is closing in and I'm not going to fall asleep soon so I figured it might be easier if I wrote down what I'm feeling instead of working it out as I'm lying in bed. There are too many things tomorrow. Breakfast and class (easy), then the Powell ( Read more... )

Okay I feel like I've been having some trouble keeping track of things and how I'm feeling in particular so I might try to do brief daily updates of the most relevant info so I can look back on it later. If I manage to keep on track for a few days ( Read more... )

Today on: Why am I anxious ( Read more... )

Here are some things that make me anxious (some more stress, some more discomfort ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm kind of back in a fog again where I know things haven't been going well but I keep forgetting details because the recent past is a vague blur. I've finally adjusted to daylight savings time and have been having fewer problems looking at the clock and going 'holy shit when did that happen' but I still feel like time has been passing ( Read more... )

What I have done today:Read a couple more chapters of Brave New World ( Read more... )