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So today I had a rough day (intense midterm that I've been stressing about all week first thing in the morning that then kind of threw me off the rest of the day, I had a headache, I had to pack to go home and do dishes and it took forever because I was tired and kept stopping to lay on the floor or go on tumblr because I was overwhelmed) and then ( Read more... ) -
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Last night I was frustrated and bored about not having anything to do (since I had finished my homework, thinking we might be hanging out, which ended up not being the case). Under normal circumstances, I probably would have been more okay with it, but I was especially frustrated because Mitchie is here and I wanted to visit more with them. This ( Read more... ) -
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Shit got real with Diana tonight and like I'm glad that she trusts me enough to open up to me like that but oh my god I did not know what to do. I almost texted my friends about it because like I want to have other people acknowledge that it happened but I don't want to seem like I'm complaining about people telling me things because I really like ( Read more... ) -
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Feeling frustrated and bored because it seems like all my friends have a ton of homework and I don't and I just want to hang out with them, especially because Mitchie is here and I want to see them. Last night I was really frustrated with feeling like I was being left out of the loop with what was going on (apparently nothing was going on). ( Read more... ) -
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I feel sort of disillusioned about clubs, mostly Pride. PacFem and GU have always, in my experience, been fairly small clubs but I remember Pride in my first year as being way larger and more powerful. There were definitely more members and it wasn't just one friend group and a couple random other people (even though everyone like really bonded and ( Read more... ) -
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I'm scared about the future. I'm worried that if I get into Aspire it'll be too much work and like I'd probably be able to handle it but I probably wouldn't be in a great place emotionally. I'm scared about what if I don't like teaching as much as I thought I would or it's just too stressful (ex: criticism, kids being mean). I'm worried if I don't ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like this semester I have just been quietly digging myself into a hole in my personal life and now I'm like "wow yep I sure am in this hole" like that photoset of Doug from Up. Like caring about whether my friends like me has stopped seeming so urgent, I've kind of accepted that we're not as close as we could be. Tonight I was watching this ( Read more... ) -
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So I had a pretty good start to the day since I didn't have to tutor for French so I was able to get a lot of my homework done before I had to go to work, even though I spent like an hour and a half of the time between waking up and going to do things watching Elementary and waiting for cramps to go away. But then after work I drove over to the ( Read more... ) -
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So group therapy is still better than individual therapy so far, but I did end up feeling like I didn't share enough today compared to everyone else, like people aren't getting to know me as much and I'm just sort of there, invisible, not as important. It feels like everyone else has more reason to be upset, they've had terrible things happen to ( Read more... ) -
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Last night was nice because I saw Guardians of the Galaxy with friends and then we came back and did the Homestuck readthrough and even though I was sort of tired and we didn't actually read that much, it was cool because we rewatched Cascade and it was like "whoa this was my first big update, wow I remember when this happened" and then we got to ( Read more... )