Being home so far this summer has been... about what I expected, I guess. I've been having to take the CSETs and that's been stressful and a bit of a hassle because one got rescheduled, but since I don't have much else to do I've been able to study at a pace that doesn't feel overwhelming and accommodates for when I find myself staring at the book ( Read more... )

It's almost 12:30am and I should be going to bed so I can get sleep for tomorrow but I feel like the world is closing in and I'm not going to fall asleep soon so I figured it might be easier if I wrote down what I'm feeling instead of working it out as I'm lying in bed. There are too many things tomorrow. Breakfast and class (easy), then the Powell ( Read more... )

Okay I feel like I've been having some trouble keeping track of things and how I'm feeling in particular so I might try to do brief daily updates of the most relevant info so I can look back on it later. If I manage to keep on track for a few days ( Read more... )

Today on: Why am I anxious ( Read more... )

Here are some things that make me anxious (some more stress, some more discomfort ( Read more... )

So today I had a rough day (intense midterm that I've been stressing about all week first thing in the morning that then kind of threw me off the rest of the day, I had a headache, I had to pack to go home and do dishes and it took forever because I was tired and kept stopping to lay on the floor or go on tumblr because I was overwhelmed) and then ( Read more... )

Last night I was frustrated and bored about not having anything to do (since I had finished my homework, thinking we might be hanging out, which ended up not being the case). Under normal circumstances, I probably would have been more okay with it, but I was especially frustrated because Mitchie is here and I wanted to visit more with them. This ( Read more... )

Shit got real with Diana tonight and like I'm glad that she trusts me enough to open up to me like that but oh my god I did not know what to do. I almost texted my friends about it because like I want to have other people acknowledge that it happened but I don't want to seem like I'm complaining about people telling me things because I really like ( Read more... )

Feeling frustrated and bored because it seems like all my friends have a ton of homework and I don't and I just want to hang out with them, especially because Mitchie is here and I want to see them. Last night I was really frustrated with feeling like I was being left out of the loop with what was going on (apparently nothing was going on). ( Read more... )

Last night was nice because I saw Guardians of the Galaxy with friends and then we came back and did the Homestuck readthrough and even though I was sort of tired and we didn't actually read that much, it was cool because we rewatched Cascade and it was like "whoa this was my first big update, wow I remember when this happened" and then we got to ( Read more... )