Seriously. I feel as if I have an attachment to someone i liked for well over 6 years ago. Everytime i saw the particular person, i always wondered how i missed out. Is it because i know its someone that can never be, so i just want more? I do feel i did missed a golden opportunity with her yet i also fear if i took it and it didnt work out...i may ( Read more... )

Eh, been a few days since I updated yet not like I forgot to add stuff when they came across my mind. Just simply the fact that I've been tired from the new job and getting sick in the meantime...No fun ( Read more... )

Neh...been a pretty uneventful, yet stressful kind of day. I wish i could make more of the days i have now though i feel as if im trapped. I question those friends, who id like to call friends would still even want to hang out with me. If not, I dont even know how about to finding a completely whole new group to hang out with. I mean, how do people ( Read more... )

Aye..Why can't things ever run smoothly. I appreciate Ashley intent on telling me that she was doing to dinner, but for something for me that I wanted to know from her. That was before we were actually split to know what she was doing, not now. Far to many things go through my mind right now as is in regards to her going out that to officially know ( Read more... )

Probably will be a short post and hopefully i rfemember to touch up on it more later (only have like 5 minutes ( Read more... )

Sigh...I'm pretty much going crazy right now of being jealous. Just the fact that i feel i cant really contact her or interact with her in anyway. I mean, i know i was jealous of eric and ashley but now i feel as if shes meeting new people besides eric and just all those type of thoughts are going through my mind right now. I feel as if its just me ( Read more... )

Sorta touching up on a subject I dabbled in a couple days ago, regarding this new job and how it can't change the situation. It's been haunting me as of late, as well as others things are starting to affect me. I find it's going to be quite difficult with this new job coming into my life. Sure, it's not as good as my HM job yet the fact I have that ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm going to try to make this a different post then what it has been. That doesn't mean I'll somehow slip my way into one of my rants, complaints or depressingness things. It's just how I go, simply...type, type and some more typing and I usually get a lot of jibberish, sometimes hard to read sentences and yadda yadda ( Read more... )

So, another day by and it all seems the same. I continue to question why i said certain things to ashley and pretty much scare her off. I feel i have mostly myself to blame for even getting a divorce in the first place considering i was the one who brought it up. Of course, i keep trying to trick my mind in thinking, but you didnt...you said "its ( Read more... )

Not sure how well this app. Will work bujt figured id post something while its on my mind ( Read more... )