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What is love...

Jul 09, 2011 15:58

Seriously. I feel as if I have an attachment to someone i liked for well over 6 years ago. Everytime i saw the particular person, i always wondered how i missed out. Is it because i know its someone that can never be, so i just want more? I do feel i did missed a golden opportunity with her yet i also fear if i took it and it didnt work out...i may have lost one of my good friends.

Age difference was the main problem back then as well as the potential drama that was coming when she admited to liking me from her parents. Now, obviously things are past, i know she has a bf yet to no avail will i have a chance. Not because of the boyfriend yet my lack of change of not having -courage-.

Its been my biggest and upmost thing that has kept me from moving forward, taking a chance. Ah, nothing changes really...she was quite the girl, cute and one your suppose to try to get. I may have missed out, yet i do know i need to do something better if i want more out of life.

I really need to get back to college so i feel like im doing something with my life and have a potential future as well as a plus for girls to better look at me. As we all know, girls love to see a future with a guy and if that guy looks to have one. They will test it out, much quicker then someone without.

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