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Sigh...I'm pretty much going crazy right now of being jealous. Just the fact that i feel i cant really contact her or interact with her in anyway. I mean, i know i was jealous of eric and ashley but now i feel as if shes meeting new people besides eric and just all those type of thoughts are going through my mind right now. I feel as if its just me being not there at all, even as a friend right now while others can be so freely cause they dont have what it feels like...a restriction.
It's been bugging me these last few days a lot, and that is why im so excited to even get a day with her. Though, i feel if i was still able to text her and what not without her being short with me over it, I'd be better. Aye...this is probably worse then i originally thought it was going to be. I mean, it was bad but i didnt actually think itd prolong or stick to me for so long and get worse then i thought it was. I dont think itll end anytime soon to be honest til its actually finalize and that could be as soon as december to jan. 2-3 months.
I think i really need to get in contact with some old friends and start hanging out soon. Though, i cant do that til my new job starts and paychecks start flowing as well as being done with meijers once again.
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It's been bugging me these last few days a lot, and that is why im so excited to even get a day with her. Though, i feel if i was still able to text her and what not without her being short with me over it, I'd be better. Aye...this is probably worse then i originally thought it was going to be. I mean, it was bad but i didnt actually think itd prolong or stick to me for so long and get worse then i thought it was. I dont think itll end anytime soon to be honest til its actually finalize and that could be as soon as december to jan. 2-3 months.
I think i really need to get in contact with some old friends and start hanging out soon. Though, i cant do that til my new job starts and paychecks start flowing as well as being done with meijers once again.
Posted via LjBeetle