Can I just, like, fast-forward to January 2nd? Is that possible? I hate this time of year, it's never a good time for me. IF IT WAS UP TO ME I would opt out of this but it is Not up to me because I live in this house so I just have to... put up with the bullshit and fuss and stress and overstimulation and supper with unpleasant guests and my ( Read more... )

Okay so, you know how sometimes on new bluejeans, there'll be a warning on the tag that you should wash them before wearing them ( Read more... )

My mother had another heart attack today.

That makes the second one in about two years. And the second time she has been in the hospital this month.

( I wish I knew why this shit keeps happening. )

This talks about some kind of personal and sensitive stuff, but at the same time I don't feel the need to lock it. Definitely keeping it off feeds though. Is that weird? That I don't want anyone to see it on their f-lists, but I don't want to lock it either? I don't know. Might delete it later.

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When I stepped out to go to work this morning, it was snowing. With a few centimetres of it already on the ground to boot.

God damn it, we usually don't get this until it's closer to Halloween. It's bad enough that the sun already takes way too long to rise and sets way too quickly.

It's too early for winter, god damn it.

Today was the worst day I've had in a good long while. I'm feeling pretty okay now, but then again, there's only one hour left in the day, hah. I'm trying to turn my thoughts toward good things, but I won't lie, what happened today did leave me feeling shaken and upset. Needless to say, I'll be doubling my efforts to find a job. I need to get ( Read more... )

☆ I CAN'T SEEM TO GET ANYTHING DONE LATELY. I feel tired all the time. Tired and sulky. But let's not get into that.

☆ The amount of smoke in the air is not helping. How can I go out and take some fresh air when the air isn't... fresh? And the smoke has been stinging my eyes, ahhhh. I keep meaning to get photos in the evenings, when the smoke is ( Read more... )

So, I don't have a job any more. But at least it isn't my fault ( Read more... )

The last few days have been so much suck ( Read more... )

( This entry is just one big whine. I'm sorry. )