So bare with me the background of the whole situation is convuluted, stupid whiny and I probably don't need to get into but I need t be honest with my truths ( Read more... )

I broke my kid with the help of my husband and now I'm dealing with the aggrevating consequences ( Read more... )

There's a lot going on, in my life and a lot of garbage circulating in my head. And as I mull over and debate posting about it. I realize if I don't share some of it will just manifest itself further and make me crazier, and while some of I'm not eager to share I have to at least put out there into the universe some of my fear ( Read more... )

So I saw my ob, he thinks it's a ruptured cyst 'oh joy oh rapture' this fucking hurts. He didn't prescribe meds, instead he told me to take 3 yes advil or motrin at a time. How is that better ( Read more... )

I've been formulating this post in my head for a few days, whether good or bad. I know for myself I need to post it, however I wasn't sure if others actually needed or wanted to hear my pity party ( Read more... )

I was wasting time on the internet tonite, trying to see if there were any other good ttc obsessed websites besides www.peeonastick.com

well I just discovered www.TwoWeekWait.com which is a message board dedicated to women essentially obsessed with peeing on sticks.

While I have a penchance for pee sticks, even when I know it's not the right time to ( Read more... )

Lately, I think I need an app that will tell me when to pee on a stick and when it's ok to start 'thinking' 'I might be pregnant ( Read more... )

OMFG the past few days have been hell!!!

Nikki clearly had a slight fever Shabbos morning. I only realized at like 10:30am, that we were both still in bed snuggling and she hadn't climbed off of me begging/banging to go play. Usually Mike deposits her with me and my ass gets dragged out of bed to at least 'supervisor' that she doesn't reak havoc.

I ( Read more... )

Part of my fixation in remembering information and events is the byproduct of being the child of alcoholics/addicts. I hold memories and history so dear, even negative events because no one can take those 'memories' from me. At times, the retention is obsessive.

Six years ago yesterday, we got engaged.

Tommorrow I will be 29. (I'm not posting this to ( Read more... )

http://www.vosizneias.com/65453/2010/10/06/jerusalem-childless-woman-conceives-after-following-rabbis-advice-to-remove-immodest-wig/

BTW posting this I feel a little like OSM.