I knew I had gained weight since the past 6 months have sucked. And I fed that suckage ( Read more... )

I'm still in complete denial that Nechama is two. I can't fathom it. I realize in her faily personality OH YES she is two. But it doesn't seem as though two years have passed. It seems as though it's been in a blink of an eye. I'm almost nostalgic for when she was an itty bitty, as she's getting to big for me to hold and carry. I can cuddle her, ( Read more... )

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I have these deep meaningful emotionally drianing posts I desire to write, but then I fear once those thoughts are released they can't be taken back.

Yet I can think of songs that illustrate how I'm feeling.

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What keep resonating is that I feel really alone even within my relationship. Mike isn't willing to help me process my emotions, and he shuts me ( Read more... )

So I saw my ob, he thinks it's a ruptured cyst 'oh joy oh rapture' this fucking hurts. He didn't prescribe meds, instead he told me to take 3 yes advil or motrin at a time. How is that better ( Read more... )

She'll be 8 weeks on thursday ( Read more... )