Whining this way comes....
So bare with me the background of the whole situation is convuluted, stupid whiny and I probably don't need to get into but I need t be honest with my truths.
My birthday is this thursday, I will be 30. I'm still not sure how I feel about this.
Public schools are off this week, so I will be working with my student in his home for 3 hours every morning. ugh
I have tommorrow off and I thought I had tentative plans with my husband. Will come back to that later in this post.
So the background of what's going on, the past three months my period has come on the 10th of the month, and I've been averaging about a 31 day cycle. This month the 10th comes and goes, no period. Each day no period, no positive pee test. I actually went through my entire test stash, including my one 'good' read expensive early test. NOTHING. Shabbos, day ooh 39. I get my period. UGH. Trust me it's my period, it couldn't be anything else.
So I'm kinda bummed. But I'm having hormone waves so it's really hard to look at true feelings and emotions right now.
This past week, I also had my ass handed to me with a bad cold that is most likely bronchitis, but I held off in going to the doctore *in case I was pregnant* which now is a moot thought. shrug
Because I've been death sick. Mike took Nikki to his parents today and because he needed to borrow the next volume of the Gemorrah from his dad. Apparently she has a cold, and that was not appreciated. But as far as I knew, his dad is no longer immuno compromised.
They had a good day out by his parents. I got some work done, did dishes, took a shower, did a small food shopping.
Once they got home and it's clear Nikki is mushier and snottier than I had originally thought. I gave her benadryl and sent her on her way this morning. In hindsight I feel a little bit badly, but I'm appreciative for some 'me' time.
Turns out our tentative plans, which we even briefly discussed over shabbos, for tommorrow weren't coming to fruition. Our 'plans' were to go to the thrift store which has 50% off because it's a federal holiday. We then go out to lunch afterwards.
I knew if we were going, we were bringing Nikki, because my babysitter is visiting her son. She's coming back sometime tommorrow.
Admittedly I'm not feeling 100% but I was looking forward to the day. Nikki is not feeling great. I don't really want to schlep her out. And then it turns out, he is going in to work tommorrow. When we've been saying for a few weeks, about going tommorrow. And I specifically a few times asked him to take the day. As far as I'm concerned tommorrow isn't even a real day to take off, as a lot of offices are closed and the courts are closed. So while he will be able to get work done in the office, he doesn't HAVE to be there.
ugh. I'm annoyed. Maybe I'm just hormonal. I'm tired and burnt out. And now the thought of spending tommorrow home by myself with a sick kid when I don't feel great. Is like blah. I'm hoping I can convince her to spend the day in bed cuddling and watching sesame street and Mickey.
My birthday is this thursday, I will be 30. I'm still not sure how I feel about this.
Public schools are off this week, so I will be working with my student in his home for 3 hours every morning. ugh
I have tommorrow off and I thought I had tentative plans with my husband. Will come back to that later in this post.
So the background of what's going on, the past three months my period has come on the 10th of the month, and I've been averaging about a 31 day cycle. This month the 10th comes and goes, no period. Each day no period, no positive pee test. I actually went through my entire test stash, including my one 'good' read expensive early test. NOTHING. Shabbos, day ooh 39. I get my period. UGH. Trust me it's my period, it couldn't be anything else.
So I'm kinda bummed. But I'm having hormone waves so it's really hard to look at true feelings and emotions right now.
This past week, I also had my ass handed to me with a bad cold that is most likely bronchitis, but I held off in going to the doctore *in case I was pregnant* which now is a moot thought. shrug
Because I've been death sick. Mike took Nikki to his parents today and because he needed to borrow the next volume of the Gemorrah from his dad. Apparently she has a cold, and that was not appreciated. But as far as I knew, his dad is no longer immuno compromised.
They had a good day out by his parents. I got some work done, did dishes, took a shower, did a small food shopping.
Once they got home and it's clear Nikki is mushier and snottier than I had originally thought. I gave her benadryl and sent her on her way this morning. In hindsight I feel a little bit badly, but I'm appreciative for some 'me' time.
Turns out our tentative plans, which we even briefly discussed over shabbos, for tommorrow weren't coming to fruition. Our 'plans' were to go to the thrift store which has 50% off because it's a federal holiday. We then go out to lunch afterwards.
I knew if we were going, we were bringing Nikki, because my babysitter is visiting her son. She's coming back sometime tommorrow.
Admittedly I'm not feeling 100% but I was looking forward to the day. Nikki is not feeling great. I don't really want to schlep her out. And then it turns out, he is going in to work tommorrow. When we've been saying for a few weeks, about going tommorrow. And I specifically a few times asked him to take the day. As far as I'm concerned tommorrow isn't even a real day to take off, as a lot of offices are closed and the courts are closed. So while he will be able to get work done in the office, he doesn't HAVE to be there.
ugh. I'm annoyed. Maybe I'm just hormonal. I'm tired and burnt out. And now the thought of spending tommorrow home by myself with a sick kid when I don't feel great. Is like blah. I'm hoping I can convince her to spend the day in bed cuddling and watching sesame street and Mickey.