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Lately, I think I need an app that will tell me when to pee on a stick and when it's ok to start 'thinking' 'I might be pregnant'.
I'm so not bitter although it may come across otherwise in this post. SERIOUSLY
I keeping thinking I'm in good shape. you know and 'I feel pregnant' but am not.
The other day I walked into a supermarket and could have sworn the entire place smelled like rancid meat, mind you it was 90+ DEGREES outside, and then I;m surprised when something else arrives.
I'm content with my life. I'm finally in a place where I can say whatever is Hashem's will, it will be. I'm not obsessing about other people's fertility. But I would be lying if I didn't acknowledge the desire to have my family increase.
It doesn't help that Nechama is now walking around saying 'baby, baby' always in groups of two. I told Mike she was singing Justin Bieber. I actually asked her the other nite if she wanted a baby?(yes I realize how messed up that is in hindsight but she's little) and her response was 'yeah'.
I'm so not bitter although it may come across otherwise in this post. SERIOUSLY
I keeping thinking I'm in good shape. you know and 'I feel pregnant' but am not.
The other day I walked into a supermarket and could have sworn the entire place smelled like rancid meat, mind you it was 90+ DEGREES outside, and then I;m surprised when something else arrives.
I'm content with my life. I'm finally in a place where I can say whatever is Hashem's will, it will be. I'm not obsessing about other people's fertility. But I would be lying if I didn't acknowledge the desire to have my family increase.
It doesn't help that Nechama is now walking around saying 'baby, baby' always in groups of two. I told Mike she was singing Justin Bieber. I actually asked her the other nite if she wanted a baby?(yes I realize how messed up that is in hindsight but she's little) and her response was 'yeah'.