This was triggered by a post over on Bored Panda earlier in the day. I've likely recorded this before ( Read more... )

It's pathetic really, I'm not really doing so well and todays carer unintentionally put her foot right in it 😕 At tea call she said that she'd put in the notes that she'd left me surrounded by my family. She meant the cats. I'm 49 and as of last year All my family were dead when I was just 47. I have No family ( Read more... )

Just my life this! A lady from the carers group (who's since passed on) gave my parents this cracker she had herself handmade for them ( Read more... )

My father can be extremely callous sometimes but I never saw this one coming. Almost 40 years ago aged about 6 I had saved up £30 over a very long time to buy a puppy from a breeder. He was a black and white Springer Spaniel, I called him Scamper and I adored him. I taught him how to look left and right when crossing the road, he loved to steal ( Read more... )

Last Saturday 9th December I woke in severe hypo but hadn't realised. The whole day was bad then became horrific. I had woken with bad head and neck pain and eye pain, vision problems. I put those down to the neck inflammation. Which it was. Only I did my blood and 6.5,seriously bad hypo for me. I ate, did not bloody want to! Then went back to bed ( Read more... )

I woke this morning to a frosty world and the sun through the woods. Sadness for what is to come, the loss of Tobacco and Motherfuss, and my father being seen by the dialysis team properly today 😕

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Well my father is in hospital after an emergency A&E admission. Not directly from his kidney failure or a bowel blockage. His Blood pressure was 186 over 113, because his GP took him off blood pressure meds because of the Stage 5 Kidney failure/immanent dialysis. They told him to monitor it until the next meeting, which is October 22nd 😣 Apparently ( Read more... )

It never gets easier. Fucking agency rota tonight shows 2 strangers for this week & a newbie. Only 4 of 19 hours are my Actual Agreed Care Team & that also makes me afraid 😢 Just as I start to get a level of acceptance for that bloody place, my father fucks it over. It's such a fragile balance between the forced acceptance & the hatred of that ( Read more... )

Yet another day of extreme stress, that's Four days in a row of Extreme stress from dealing with the builder for that Fucking place 😠 I Can't do this and no one is listening! Today's was made worse because I was awake from 5am to 8am really stressed over the 4 major issues at the front of that place. Then I wake to find a message from the builder ( Read more... )

My father has been extremely ill all this week due to a GP prescribing him a drug he should Never have had. Ten days ago his bloods were at Stage 4 Kidney Failure, this drug has shoved him crashing high into the Stage 5 Kidney failure/ start dialysis imminently. You Should Not have that drug with Stage 3 or 4. Also he's missing much of his bowel, ( Read more... )