[masterlist] fic | "all these things that I've done..."
breaking bad
2010
one | that long forgotten feeling of her... | jesse and walt | an attempt to recreate in prose the dream-like feel of the desert that is so eloquently portrayed on the screen... just jesse and walt and a little crystal meth. production
2011
two | all my doves have flown | jane/jesse | prompt: donuts | this is how it might have gone. if the world had turned a little slower
three | a certain kind of sadness | jesse | prompt: and then | takes off from where thirty-eight snub left us...
chicago fire
2012
one | all that's left is a ghost of you | kelly + leslie | follows the aftermath of the opening scenes in the pilot episode and explores how leslie comes to be supplying kelly with narcotics
two | there goes the ending | kelly + andy | kelly falls apart slowly. andy is along for the ride. this is nothing new...
three | in ivy and in twine | kelly + hallie | the first and only time he swallows down a handful of ill-gotten narcotics for a reason other than his injured neck, it is eleven days post-thanksgiving
game of thrones
2012
one | a stain in the sand | sansa/jon | post-battle sex | for midnightblack07
glee
2010
one | if you're lost you can look and you will find me... | puck, rachel, tina, kurt, mercedes | finn's beat down on puck following the baby daddy revelation is a little more serious that it first seemed. the original glee kids pick up the pieces when no one else will
two | how many songs does it take to understand? | puck/quinn, finn, rachel, kurt, tina, brittany, santana | puck takes a hit on the football field. hard. this is the aftermath. set a little while post the most recent finale
grey's anatomy
2010
one | can you play me a memory (i'm not really sure how it goes) | alex and reed | an attempt to create a reed backstory worthy of any seattle grace employee and to give alex an actual friend
two | exhale, another wasted breath... | alex/addison | pointless angst!smut | for addikat
three | look inside and see what's on my mind... | alex/addison | alex and addison bond over common ground. set twelve months after the season 6 premiere | for addikat
four | the way that i've worn down... | izzie | can you see the change in me? the way that I've worn down from all of the shifting, from the song “fast” by daisy may | for mammothluv
five | like she's walking on a wire in the circus... | alex/lexie | what about my ways makes you doubt all these words from my mouth?, from the song “10am automatic” by the black keys | for foibles_fables
six | somebody's broken heart becomes your favourite song... | alex/lexie | he sheds skin cells under her fingernails, leaves traces of salty sweat on her palms. scrubbing in for surgeries feels a lot more like cleansing than it ever used to | for citron_presse
seven | this prayer is for me tonight... | alex | pre-series, alex-centric, speculation | for citron_presse and first_in_line
eight | echoes of angels that won't return... | alex, alex/izzie | a coda of sorts to alex and izzie's official break-up at the end of 'i like you so much better when you're naked' | for miss_blanche
nine | these hands stained red... | alex/cristina | This is alex's pov of what happened in 'a history of violence' by slybrunette ; its effect on him and the messy aftermath he shares with cristina | for nursebadass
ten | how it ends and begins... | alex | prompt: fear
eleven | here there is no penance | lexie, lexie/alex | prompt: bitter
twelve | watching you deny me... | alex, alex/izzie | prompt: goodbye
thirteen | it's a grave mistake (and i'm wide awake) | owen and burke, implied cristina | prompt: bleed | for nursebadass
fourteen | between the dust and the debris... | izzie, izzie/alex | prompt: alone
fifteen | maybe it's best you leave me alone... | alex and mark | prompt: empty
sixteen | the sound of breaking glass... | alex and jackson | prompt: broken
seventeen | tired of feeling nothing... | alex and reed | prompt: loss
eighteen | and in the end we lie awake... | izzie and lexie | in the wake of the season six finale, izzie finds out
ninteen | my laughter, you won't hear... | reed and alex | she's thinking about bad boys and how he's not really one of them when it happens
twenty | blood dries up, like rain, like rain... | cristina and alex | prompt: sparkle pager | for step86
twenty one | from yesterday, the fear... | lexie, lexie/alex | prompt: red | for abvj
twenty two | leave tonight or live and die this way... | amber and alex | a reunion of sorts
twenty three | so sleep through the slackening screws... | alex/lexie | prompt: cry
twenty four | turning me to morose... | alex and bailey (and reed) | prompt: secrets
twenty five | we got lost on the winding road... | alex and meredith | prompt: ache
twenty six | won't you tell it to someone who cares... | alex and cristina | prompt: untruth
twenty seven | when the world ends... | alex and jackson | prompt: scar
twenty eight | all depending on the weather (i'll be back by december) | alex and meredith (alex/izzie) | he checks himself out against medical advice exactly six days earlier than the discharge estimate the seattle presbyterian cardiothoracic attending had given him as a guide. a post finale fic with a little ray of hope at the end
twenty nine | i should go and this should end... | alex | alex, visiting george's grave, after “death and all his friends” | for leobrat
thirty | i wasn't your first kiss (but i could be your last) | alex/lexie | there might just be a home for lost souls like us, from the song “stay with me” by the benjy davis project. set post season six finale | for rorylie
thirty one | so much wasted in the afternoon... | mary and charles | because you can't hold a man's hand while he bleeds to death at your feet and not want to know things in the aftermath...
thirty two | we were the victims of ourselves... | alex, meredith and cristina | prompt: love.tequila.comfort.envy.naked alex on top | for ovariesofsteel
thirty three | i'm alright (it only hurts when i breathe) | izzie | longing for home again, home is a feeling i buried in you from the song “breathe” by melissa etheridge | for mammothluv
thirty four | i am folded and unfolded and unfolding... | ensemble cast | set in the immediate aftermath of the season six finale as news of the injured and the dead is still filtering through; how every deals... or doesn't deal... | from llywela13
thirty five | we've kept this hat of broken dreams... | alex/lexie | a follow up to this... if you've never heard that silence, it's a god awful sound... season five finale au | for rorylie
thirty six | wear our bruises like watermarks... | alex, alex/izzie | he walks hunched over because if he's already half way to the floor he has less distance to cover in the fall | for lilijan89
thirty seven | one was turning, one was standing still... | addison, addison/alex | addison rushes to seattle post season six finale. at a loss, she ends up by alex's bedside | for addikat and hookedupforfun
thirty eight | scatter like ice from the spoon... | reed/lexie | it might have gone like this... | for foibles_fables
thirty nine | in parallel | alex/lexie | prompt: infidelity
forty | half way home | cristina, cristina/burke | prompts: rejection and revenge, boston, lips | for nursebadass
forty one | as the icicles fell... | alex/lexie | prompts: tomorrow, seattle, cervix | for rorylie
forty two | in a tunnel, long and black | alex/meredith | prompts: desperate, new york, g-spot | for ovariesofsteel
forty three | into something real... | teddy | prompts: unrequited and lonely, chicago, ears | for abvj
forty four | why bleeding is breathing | alex, alex/izzie | prompts: mirage, vancouver, back | for alittlembrace_x
forty five | the world you know is somewhere else | amber, alex, lexie | The reunion continues, but not necessarily as planned, a continuation of leave tonight or live and die this way
forty six | i'm empty, you're empty | alex/meredith | prompt: i'm empty, you're empty | for softly_me
forty seven | i'm here to remind you... | alex/callie | prompt: drunk and fucked up | for clockwork_jo
forty eight | concentrating on falling apart... | alex/meredith | prompt: we're concentrating on falling apart. we were contenders. now, we're throwing the fight | for softly_me
forty nine | and you ruined me with the easiest touch... | alex/lexie/mark | a very unlikely series of events that undoubtedly didn't take place between the finale and episode one, followed by an even more unlikely series of events that undoubtedly won't take place in the episodes still to come...but, oh, how I wish they would
fifty | and i'm on my knees... | alex and april | and if they never have another thing in common, they will always have this
fifty one | for nothing at all... | mark, mark/alex | prompt: cruel
fifty two | it started when your eyes rolled back in your head... | mark/lexie/alex | it started with a surgery. he'd say he was surprised by how it ended but that would be a lie
fifty three | the sound of your sorrow comes... | april and alex | april in the aftermath of the season six finale and how she develops reluctant friendships with both alex and meredith | for team_enfuego and summys_lj
fifty four | through my veins... | alex and april and reed | prompt: poison | for drabble123
fifty five | pack my bag to no place... | alex/izzie | my left field dream for the lead up to s07e08 | for alittlembrace_x, ovariesofsteel and miss_blanche
fifty six | we can hear the rain come down | lexie, lexie/alex | set post 7.08. an au attempt to put back together everything about them that splintered to dust in the aftermath of the shooting, lexie's breakdown and the news about aaron | for rorylie and writing4acause
fifty seven | over and over in my head | addison, addison/alex | addison learns something she probably shouldn't know. a surprise reunion of sorts ends in secrets spilled over house white and tequila shots. au future-fic | for sweetone41185
2011
fifty eight | as a side effect from this | alex + meredith | arizona devises a cruel and unusual punishment for alex. meredith comes to his rescue | for poisoned_candyy
fifty nine | riding the space between you and me | alex/april | new year's resolutions and cookies | for rorylie
sixty | like water on feather | april | a continuation of the sound of your sorrow comes... | for rorylie
sixty one | it's your bones that shatter | alex (april, aaron and amber) | an unintentional home-coming of sorts | for richyl88 and writing4acause
sixty two | to whom do these bones belong? | alex/mark | prompt: you're going to be begging me by the end of the night | for amelia_17
sixty three | pat me on the back when you're able | alex + cristina | prompt: we're all a little bit crooked when you tilt your head | for lving_darkness
sixty four | so let me say before we part... | izzie (alex/izzie) | prompt: you’ll be with me, like a hand print on my heart | for softly_me
sixty five | i swallow the sound and it swallows me whole | lexie/april | prompt: you tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored. nothing's really making any sense at all | for violet1979
sixty six | sweet dreams all covered in rust | alex/cristina | prompt: you'll never be enough | for nursebadass
sixty seven | i can hear you | meredith, alex, cristina, izzie | it's been seventeen years since they were all in the same room together... | for rorylie and fandomaid
sixty eight | are you gone or are you with me? | alex/lexie | alex walks a thin line between pushing lexie away and being completely terrified that she'll up and leave... an au ending to season six and beginning to season seven | for rorylie and fandomaid
sixty nine | a million numbered doors | alex + amber | a relatively soonish au future fic where the stories of three different characters combine into one shocking turn of events | continues in part two
seventy | been away a while | erica + izzie | a chance meeting over liquor and high heels
seventy one | nothing in between me and the rain | izzie | the heavy door to the resident's lounge swings open and she flinches visibly, tilts her head forward, forgets for a moment that she no longer has a mane of tumbling blonde to hide behind
seventy two | how long forever | george | on the plane to vegas...
seventy three | rearrange just a day or two | reed | five lies...
seventy four | a little piece of me is gone i fear | burke | it is just the way he had always planned it would be...
seventy five | my darkness is shining | addison/alex | it turns out what she doesn't have paints a much more compelling picture
seventy six | nobody offered his word | richard | amid the procession of infuriating interns, richard makes a startling revelation. set during losing my religion
seventy seven | the road ahead is clear again | bailey + aaron | episode tag for sympathy for the parents. bailey and aaron have a conversation of sorts
seventy eight | this is a call to arms | owen | pre series
seventy nine | you are an endless summer | arizona | arizona goes to africa
eighty | let me turn to sand | callie (george) | callie remembers before...
eighty one | where i came undone | alex (lexie + izzie + mark) | he's not sure if he ever really figures out it's only him, him and reed, that have been torn to sideways
eighty two | apologies | meredith + alex | he already knows nothing good can come of this... | for watchingghosts
eighty three | in the light of day | izzie + alex | she types him out an email first... | for alygator
eighty four | if you stay, you'll be forgiven | alex/lucy | prompt: friends and enemies
eighty five | eggnog | alex/lexie | alex attempts to make eggnog | for rorylie
2012
eighty seven | now that it's over, should i thank you for that, dear? | april + alex | what she doesn't get is why alex is mad at her. a post chief resident announcement au | for leobrat
eighty eight | i wish i was the moon | izzie + alex | it's been five years she thinks, or at least, close enough to. so much is different... but the walls? they make her feel exactly the same... | for leobrat
eighty nine | covered in skin | meredith | prompt: 310): i’m partying with my neighbours right now. and by “with my neighbours” i mean they are partying in their backyard and i’m partying in mine. and by “partying” i mean i’m sitting here alone drinking tequila.
ninety | the one with the seashell bra | meredith | prompt: (518): i have a very hazy flashback of me making out with a guy in a seashell bra??! can you confirm or deny?
ninety one | 'til i find my way | lexie + alex/amelia | for rorylie
ninety two | more than this | april + cast | for leobrat
ninety three | with all their lives lived in ours | alex + mark | for violet1979
ninety four | share our bruises in the glow | alex + meredith + cristina | takes up where alex's last scene in the season eight finale left us...
ninety five | a drabble compliation | alex + izzie | alex's father makes an unexpected appearance
ninety six | guide me when i fall [i fall on tragedy] | izzie + mark | the decision to attend the funeral had been made on a whim
ninety seven | more than vibrations in air | jackson/april + mark | post the season nine premiere, jackson talks to mark
ninety eight | under rubble from the past | izzie, izzie/alex | izzie reads the real estate guide and makes an impromptu road trip...
rookie blue
2011
one | step out into the dark | gail/luke | it starts with a flippant comment and the shared exhaustion of a long day...
two | your secrets become my truth | gail/luke | the flashing of diamonds, plural, and the wide-eyed grins to match, morph mid-afternoon into lights and sirens and radio calls that static the space inside his skull...
2012
three | you might just make it home | gail/luke | luke chooses not to skate. this is why...
four | take you far | gail/luke | smutty banter, basically...
five | fabricate a bedtime story | andy + nick | andy watches the 'the golden girls' when she's sick | for earnmysong
six | from all i have torn apart | luke + gail | an immediate continuation of your secrets become my truth | for catteo
seven | these streets we've named will never be the same | andy + luke | and so it’s just the two of them, the two of them and the giant andy mcnally shaped elephant occupying the backseat, when the sound of erupting metal splits the early dawn into shattered slivers of black and bright, bright white
the vampire diaries
2010
one | here for the echoes... | multichapter | general cast, damon/elena | prompt: damon is in danger of some description and stefan and elena are standing aside helpless. elena is distraught and certain feelings are revealed when stefan questions her | for miss_blanche
two | take the plan (spin it sideways) | katherine, katherine/elena | prompt: tell me something bad you've done, tell me about your ghost | for scorpiod1
three | inspire in me the desire in me (to never go home) | elena, elena/damon | prompt: hey, hey, just one more and i'll walk away. all the everything you win turns to nothing today. and i forget how to move when my mouth is this dry, and my eyes are bursting hearts in a blood-stained sky. oh it was sweet, it was wild, and oh how we... | for bluesuzanne
2011
four | no time to tell you how much we lost | ensemble cast | even after the end we carry on | for sd_twobrothers
five | now shall i sleep in a bed of blood | damon (+ elena) | a coda to the end of the descent. what didn't happen next | for abvj and miss_blanche
six | see you later, baby see you later | katherine (+damon) | this starts pre vamp!damon and moves through to the return | prompt: if i could love, i'd love you, if i could love like anybody else. i know what i am, i'm your villain. i don't give a damn if i'm your villain | for opheliahyde
seven | i'm all out for the war | damon/katherine (+ elena) | he hesitates, she does not | prompt: cause i built you a home in my heart, with rotten wood, it decayed from the start. cause you can't find nothing at all, if there was nothing there all along | for cassiehayes
eight | such a selfish wish | damon + klaus | prompt: the heir and the spare... | for lving_darkness
nine | and now, night | caroline + damon | in the immediate aftermath of klaus successfully breaking the curse it becomes apparent that he was not the only hybrid in town. he was just the only one who knew it. caroline is the first to notice...
ten | until my darkness goes | damon + elena | prompt: i see a red door and i want it painted black. no colors anymore i want them to turn black. i see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes. i have to turn my head until my darkness goes | for badboy_fangirl and swirlsofblue
eleven | the loser's part | matt | always the second choice | for elenielofnarnia and drabble123
twelve | null to the bone | katherine + elena | i'll hide out in your space, emptiness on my face. i'll be keeping you safe when you're cold and alone until you come out and play | for scorpiod1 and drabble123
thirteen | watch you bleed me dry | damon/elena + stefan/elena + damon/katherine + stefan/katherine + klaus + bonnie + caroline | 2011 tvd big bang entry | months of dead-end searching for stefan in the wake of his deal with klaus come to a terrifying crescendo just outside of mystic falls...
fourteen | bury me down | damon/stefan/alaric + elena | post ghost world. when bonnie and grams complete the spell, not everyone is ready for the ghosts to disappear. alaric uses the aftermath (and the unbreakable bond that exists between the brothers) to his somewhat shocking advantage…
fifteen | like prayers | rebekah | prompt: your face-saving promises, whispered like prayers, I don't need them... | for earnmysong
sixteen | the two of us | damon + katherine | prompt: just the two of us left in this rusty old tub, neither overjoyed to be out of love... | for stainofmylove
seventeen | our hearts are small | damon/katherine/stefan | our hearts are small and ever thinning... | for akzseinga
eighteen | on the day you come | damon | the damage has been done... | for tone_ofsurprise
ninteen | those imaginary lines | elena(stefan/katherine/damon) | we must be careful about what we pretend to be... | for wigbee71583
2012
twenty | a love like that | damon/katherine | a love like that was a serious illness | for jane_wanderlust
twenty one | die a few times | jeremy + katherine | you have to die a few times before you can really live... | for jane_wanderlust
twenty two | in a world gone crazy | damon + caroline | damon reflects on his short-lived career as the lead singer of an eighties glam rock band. true story | for ladygawain
twenty three | this ghost train | stefan/elena | i never meant to hurt you, you have to believe me. i wasn't thinking about you at all... | for scorpiod1
twenty four | like a fool, try again | damon/elena (ex damon/katherine) | prompt: rejection
twenty five | the spaces in between | stefan + bonnie | prompt: cruel
twenty six | the one where caroline rides a horse and the salvatores win top chef | ensemble cast | chinese whispers crackfic [click the fic link for full list of credits/authors]
twenty seven | we walk around in circles, starry eyed | ensemble cast | stefan produces a girl band with elena, bonnie and caroline, jeremy and matt make sure they are on ontd all the time, and damon is the worst pr manager ever, making their jobs easy
crossovers
one | the vampire diaries/grey's anatomy | let these wounds speak | damon salvatore + alex karev | an au for the grey's anatomy season six finale. he'd only come here to grab some takeaway. and suddenly he was being handed the three hat buffet | for ovariesofsteel
two | the vampire diaries/grey's anatomy | chaos will lead us | jeremy gilbert + amber karev | prompt: world war four | for lving_darkness
three | the vampire diaries/rookie blue | before the dawn | katherine/gail/luke | katherine and gail had an agreement of sorts... | for catteo
four | the vampire diaries/grey's anatomy | i can show you the world | katherine/meredith/cristina/alex | she watches her impromptu hosts share shots of tequila straight from the bottle as the night spins madly on around them | for ovariesofsteel
five | don't lie shaking in the early morning frost | alex/meredith/addison | a smutty, angsty post season 6 au. ask them later, how it happened, and meredith will give you some half-empty answer about too-expensive tequila and rusted blood stains | for flipflop_diva
six | grey's anatomy/private practice | in the self-destruct mode | alex/amelia | high on your own supply | for uponyourshore
seven | grey's anatomy/private practice | 'til i find my way | lexie + alex/amelia | for rorylie
eight | the vampire diaries/glee | in lima, ohio | katherine pierce + glee cast | 100 things meme challenge
nine | the vampire diaries/homeland | in langley, virginia | katherine | 100 things meme challenge
ten | the vampire diaries/rookie blue | in 15 division, toronto... | katherine/chris | 100 things meme challenge
eleven | the vampire diaries/chicago fire | try to hold on tight tonight | katherine/kelly | in a bar in chicago, kelly questions his resolve and - for a little while, anyway - himself | written with permission as a continuation of citron_presse's incredible offering, could i be anything you want me to be?