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Due to my not feeling like going, I skipped OhayoCon. But the good news is that I used the money I would’ve spent at the con on paying for registration and insurance on my car. That’s actually how I’m online right now: I drove myself to Aaron’s to stay for the weekend. ^_^
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This gorram cold is driving me crazy! I have blown my nose more times than I can count, and no longer have flesh on the tip. GYAH!!!!!!!!

In other health news, I’m currently stuck in a nice manic phase. I was doing nothing but sleep for weeks, but now I can’t seem to slow ( Read more... )

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Okay, doesn’t it just figure: I’m at my friend’s apartment, next time I get out of the house will probably be OhayoCon, and not only does my monthly visitor intrude, but I catch a cold, too. *pouts* Neither is being that bad, thank the Gods, but blowing my nose every few ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I’m staying at my friend Ashley’s apartment until Tuesday, hence why I’m able to be online right now (thank you Ashley, I lurve you!). My parentals actually brought me to Dayton so that I could have New Year’s Eve with my friends, and I did have fun even if I got ( Read more... )

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So, as you may have noticed, I’m currently online. Thankfully, Aaron has been letting me stay at his place occasionally for the price of gas money to get me and drop me off again.

A lot has been happening lately, and for once there are more than a few bits that I’m not ( Read more... )

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I’m done trying to justify everything. People will believe whatever they want to, no matter how far from the truth it is, no matter how absurd it sounds. I’m done letting others think they’re allowed to dictate my life. The second you share anything about yourself online, ( Read more... )

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I had the cops called on me last night for being too suicidal.

As usual, I put how bad I felt in my Facebook status, hoping somebody would read the damn thing and actually give a shit. Call me up, give me a hug, hang with me. Something personal, you know? Well, one of my ( Read more... )

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You ever get one of those days where nonexistence sounds like a good idea? Yeah, today’s one of those. I didn’t realize I was taking this being-single thing so seriously. I mean, I shouldn’t be this lonely without a significant other, right? But I am. And boy, is it ( Read more... )

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I seem to be entering into another one of those peaceful, contemplative states again. Unlike last time, I’m not taking this as a sign that I’m “cured” and quit my treatment. Instead, I’m going to enjoy it while it lasts.

Moving to Lakeview is an inevitable step. I can hate ( Read more... )

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I’m starting to have hope again, and that’s even scarier than not having any. I mean, some things I know will never be to my liking, but those I can get over, right? I mean hell, I got over Baltes, didn’t I? Though admittedly, I only did because of what he told me when I ( Read more... )