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Due to my not feeling like going, I skipped OhayoCon. But the good news is that I used the money I would’ve spent at the con on paying for registration and insurance on my car. That’s actually how I’m online right now: I drove myself to Aaron’s to stay for the weekend. ^_^
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This gorram cold is driving me crazy! I have blown my nose more times than I can count, and no longer have flesh on the tip. GYAH!!!!!!!!

In other health news, I’m currently stuck in a nice manic phase. I was doing nothing but sleep for weeks, but now I can’t seem to slow ( Read more... )

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Okay, doesn’t it just figure: I’m at my friend’s apartment, next time I get out of the house will probably be OhayoCon, and not only does my monthly visitor intrude, but I catch a cold, too. *pouts* Neither is being that bad, thank the Gods, but blowing my nose every few ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I’m staying at my friend Ashley’s apartment until Tuesday, hence why I’m able to be online right now (thank you Ashley, I lurve you!). My parentals actually brought me to Dayton so that I could have New Year’s Eve with my friends, and I did have fun even if I got ( Read more... )

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I’m starting to have hope again, and that’s even scarier than not having any. I mean, some things I know will never be to my liking, but those I can get over, right? I mean hell, I got over Baltes, didn’t I? Though admittedly, I only did because of what he told me when I ( Read more... )

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Cried myself to sleep last night. Haven’t done that in awhile. Just to give you an idea of how I feel lately.

I just wish something, anything would go right for once. I’m about to be homeless, which is going to force me to move in with my parents because all my friends ( Read more... )

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It’s starting to look like I’m going to be moving back to Lakeview soon. Jim’s kicking me out because Home Depot fired me, so I’m going to have to find a place to live, but since I have no money, I can’t go anywhere else. I’m going to try for SSI, but I doubt I’ll ever get ( Read more... )

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I find myself getting more jaded by the day, and I’m fairly certain it’s not the depression. People are starting to show their true selves to me, and it’s quickly reminding me that I’m an anti-humanist for a reason. I mean seriously, lately, a lot of my “friends” are ( Read more... )

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It seems like lately, everything sucks. I’m fairly certain I’m more depressed than ever. Going to the hospital only made it worse. Not only was I treated by incompetent doctors who only wanted me for money, and booted me as soon I wasn’t making them enough, but not a damn ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I think I’ve decided something. I’m going to stop looking. Now that my brain is working a little bit better, i realized that I probably didn’t love all those guys I’ve been going after lately, I’ve just loved one or more qualities they’ve possessed. So I’m going ( Read more... )