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This gorram cold is driving me crazy! I have blown my nose more times than I can count, and no longer have flesh on the tip. GYAH!!!!!!!!

In other health news, I’m currently stuck in a nice manic phase. I was doing nothing but sleep for weeks, but now I can’t seem to slow ( Read more... )

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I’m getting so scared, the closer it gets to Friday (which is the last day here before getting booted up to hell). I mean, I’m un-medicated, I won’t get to see a therapist (and if I do, it’ll be back at that place in Bellefontaine, which sucked cuz that bitch psychiatrist ( Read more... )

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Okay, it seems that I’m right back to bouncing up and down, emotionally. I can sit and laugh and hang with Aaron and Tyra and Lee, but then feel like shit immediately after. It doesn’t help that Jim’s went from ignoring my existence to treating me like shit. He’s pissed ( Read more... )

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For once in my life, I’m going to fight tooth and nail for what I want. I am sick to death of just lying down and taking it. I am not supposed to be like that, never was. I have too much spirit to just let it wither away like that. Also, I’m a born people person. I know ( Read more... )

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Jim broke up with me last night. I’m still not completely sure how to feel. I’ve been up and down all day.

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So, yeah, felt like writing in here, but nothing incredibly significant has really happened today. I am going to an office party at my boyfriend’s work on Saturday. That’s pretty exciting. There’ll be h’our derves and a bar and everything. I’m going to feel so spoiled ( Read more... )