ate a bunch last night, but it was no worse than last weekend, which means i still have the majority of my allowance points left. and that's a good thing. went for a run this morning. it actually felt pretty good and i had some good music playing, so i ended up going longer and burning 200 more calories than i had planned. and after overindulging a ( Read more... )

Weekend = FAIL ( Read more... )

breakfast ( Read more... )

another weekend, another binge.

on the upside, i'm not in the negative with my allowance points. yet.

and when i look at it in terms of calories (versus points), i've gone over by 586 calories over the last two days, including the calories burned for exercise. that doesn't sound too bad, but then i look at the points and it seems a lot worse. i don't ( Read more... )

Sigh ( Read more... )

well, I'm back from New Mexico and as you can tell from the last two posts, I completely de-railed and then some. I got pretty emotional about it because a) it was by far the worst binge I've had in a long time and b) i'm totally PMS-ing right now, heh ( Read more... )

so right after i said i need to eat well yesterday, i completely de-railed and ate/drank everything in sight. i don't know what my deal was. of course i feel like crap today, but i need to move on. i got my whole day planned in terms of food, as well as my gym bag packed and ready to go. i gotta try and stay as focused as possible the rest of the ( Read more... )

breakfast ( Read more... )

grrr. last night was not good. i was in the mood to drink, which led to eating crap. i had a couple glasses of wine before we went to quiz, which was fine because i had enough points for them. but after we got to quiz, i ordered another glass of wine and a shot of Zwack. THEN doug and james both ordered fries, so i helped myself to those since i ( Read more... )

grr. last night was a complete fail. we had some BBQ take out from a place down the street. that alone wasn't that bad. it was all the junk i ate afterward that put me into the "fail zone," as i've dubbed it. i just went crazy. but, i went back an tracked it all this morning which makes me feel slightly better. i tend to feel even worse when i don' ( Read more... )