God is so amazingly good and faithful. It's just totally unbelievable and inexplicable. Seriously... i have asked so many times, "why" this or that. I've wondered why all these people have been put in my life, why i keep in touch with them, why they all seem to be so comfortable bearing their souls.. why i don't feel like i can reciprocate to any ( Read more... )

colts vs. jags game tonight. mom and al are in jacksonville w/ the fam at the game. i'm jealous. going to paul's soon to watch it myself. yea for monday night football ( Read more... )

thankful for answered prayer and peace that passes understanding. seriously. i have spent almost a week sick with nerves over decisions i'm trying to make. i got some peace monday and by tuesday it was settled. i'm thankful. i really do not have an issue with the thing, and the reason for my decision did not feel as if it were based on the " ( Read more... )

first week of classes... not too shabby. i only have classes tuesdays and thursdays (still full time credit hours though). i'm gonna have lots of clinical though. 84hrs for community health and two days a week for mental health starting in novemeber (i'm on the last rotation). i think the semester is going to be one of the easiest i've had.. at ( Read more... )

I'm a good person. I try so hard to be at least. I am tutoring a friend for free in nursing. Do you know how much time it takes??? no small commitment! I've done it all summer practically. I try to see my grandparents every other day (both sets), see my dad 1-2x's a week, ask my mom how work was daily, give an ear to my patients (even if only for 3 ( Read more... )

I'm off work. Yea! It was my weekend. Nice to have that over. Sad to realize that the next time I work the weekend I'll be back in school. SADNESS!!! Blah ( Read more... )

i'm at work. someone else died. i was there when they did the time of death thing, "called it." i am definitely becoming desensitized. i felt saddish, but after watching what his body had to go through before they gave up, it was better that he was gone. i am sure there were broken ribs. also talked to a patient who was VERY upset about how she had ( Read more... )

Estoy aburrido, mucho ( Read more... )

ok.. so i heard something the other day that has made me indescribably happy. i heard from someone that someone else is my friend b/c i have always loved them unconditionally. i needed to hear that so bad, even if it wasn't from them. i must ask me self a thousand times a year what in the world i am doing in the "situation"... but if thats all i'm ( Read more... )

real quick.. cause its late ( Read more... )