Dec 17, 2006 17:03
Estoy aburrido, mucho.
So I'm working. And it's slow. And I'm actually using correct punctuation. So Huck Finn is on the TV here. Elijah Wood. Enough said. Haha!
I brought decent food for dinner tonight. The food I had last night was less than edible. I didn't have much of a lunch today either, so I'm getting hungry. Just talked to the janitor lady real quick.. she's not real sociable. Neither are the floor buffering guys. Okay, so not much to write here. Dinner was good with Chenai and Lisa. We had lots to chat about. I think they'll come over for New Year's Eve again. I hope so at least. Jamaica is coming up fast. I'm not real excited about breaking out the warm weather clothes. I don't have that many of them. Oh well, it's warm weather right! I should be happy. Oh, something else.. the automatic toilet here is possessed. It keeps flushing randomly while I sit here. There is no one in there, but still it flushes. Weird!
The Colts are playing Monday night football this week, so no game for me to watch tonight. Drat!
So I actually have thought of some things I want to buy other than clothes. Here is the list for my benefit: ipod-like-device-not-made-by-apple, big CD case, photo album, film developed, extra memory card for my camera, and stuff like that. Of course none of these things are cheap. La-ti-da, I'm bored!!!! Really, really bored. I cleaned all of the machines yesterday, so that is done.
I think maybe I'll call Jonathan S. later on tonight. I'm bored and I know he'll talk to me. Maybe we'll go to dinner Monday or Tuesday. I don't know why I do it. I think it's because I'm bored and he's bored. I can't tell if I'm attracted to him or not. I think I'm afraid to be. I know I have good reason to be, too. He's older and mature in some ways, but not in others... Ah! I just don't know. I've got time, I keep telling myself. I don't need anyone. Just wait til you graduate, make some money, get a house. It sounds like a great plan, but what if I get all of that and end up alone. Will I be happy? I keep telling myself I will be. I guess I'd have no choice but to be ok. I am way to young to freak out about this yet. I'm almost 21, I've got time? I don't need a serious relationship... no. Just a few dinner dates and a couple close friends. That's good enough.
Hm.
buy,
future,
money,
work