No motivation. None whatsoever. It's true. In Leadership/Management we're making resumes, discussing jobs and all that jazz.. and me... i don't even want to turn in an application. what's wrong with me. its like i have the knowledge now to be a nurse, but haven't found an area that i like at all. what's that about? i've crossed everything except ER ( Read more... )

so. i'm 22. a senior graduating in less than 3 months. moving in june. to CA hopefully in june for a visit. new job coming this summer. life's starting. i feel old. i feel like i'm supposed to be mature. seth's getting married.. which makes me feel EXTREMELY old. my friend little sethaford a married guy? weird. filing FAFSA again just in case i ( Read more... )

thankful for answered prayer and peace that passes understanding. seriously. i have spent almost a week sick with nerves over decisions i'm trying to make. i got some peace monday and by tuesday it was settled. i'm thankful. i really do not have an issue with the thing, and the reason for my decision did not feel as if it were based on the " ( Read more... )

first week of classes... not too shabby. i only have classes tuesdays and thursdays (still full time credit hours though). i'm gonna have lots of clinical though. 84hrs for community health and two days a week for mental health starting in novemeber (i'm on the last rotation). i think the semester is going to be one of the easiest i've had.. at ( Read more... )

wasn't going to write tonight. just wanted to go to bed so that tomorrow i would be semi-functional for my first day of classes. then i decided, how much function does it take to listen to profs read syllabi? seriously ( Read more... )

what a day. it was nice.. VERY nice to spend time with k today. we went to try and buy some books with brianna and lauri. i didn't want to, but k is putting hers on my student account b/c if i get the scholarship renewal through, then i'll come out with extra $$. if not, she'll just write a check. those girls are gonna be her roommate/suitemate.. ( Read more... )

wow, can it be.. two entries somewhat close together. jac-lyn must be stressed ( Read more... )

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need to write a smidge. I have been in such a bad mood lately. i hope its nothing more than hormones or something. seriously have wanted to kill people. especially my peds teacher. need a better attitude and soon or... well, or else! she's ridiculous. she is the reason i'm seriously considering teaching nursing one day. i just think i could do it ( Read more... )

so.. i've had one day of classes and it bit. i don't like this part of school. i like the part after u get settled in and after u know u've studied and are ready for a test or right before the semester is over and u see how much u've accomplished. *sighs* this stuff at the beginning makes me so nervous. i think i was dehydrated today from all the ( Read more... )