thankful for answered prayer and peace that passes understanding. seriously. i have spent almost a week sick with nerves over decisions i'm trying to make. i got some peace monday and by tuesday it was settled. i'm thankful. i really do not have an issue with the thing, and the reason for my decision did not feel as if it were based on the " ( Read more... )

today was not good. not good til my attitude was lifted. had my early class after an insufficient amount of sleep. my replacement OB prof is not good comparitively. then i had PEDS, prof. bray made us hold hands and pray.. interesting. she's just different, but good i think. left there and had my meeting with my advisor, prof. harrison. it went ok ( Read more... )

so i have a private apology. prof.- i'm sorry i've judged you. although i think i have been less judgemental than others i have complained a ton about this particular prof. don't get me wrong, her teaching style still bites, she's still probably ADD, and her way of doing things is insane in my eyes.... but i've changed my mind about her. today i ( Read more... )

know what I love about a journal? it's like this: there are no rules. i don't HAVE to do it. i can neglect it for months and it doesn't care. i can write 3x's a day and that's fine. i can say what ever i want. i don't have to feel guilty or pressed to sign in and type... just wanted to express my thankfulness for the invention of a journal. yes ( Read more... )

getting really seriously nervous. this week is going to be rough ( Read more... )

what is it about tuesdays?? i am trying to find the source of tuesday frustration. maybe its the fact that i slept 11 hrs. does that leave one feeling sad? what is my freaking problem? i guess sectionals are frustrating b/c my personality and the way i would handle things clash with the "leadership" who never knows whats going on and is laid back ( Read more... )

what should i be doing right now? i know.. not typing on here and wasting time. i should go into the other room pick up my maternity nursing book and dive into the assigned chapters. i could study some pschology or do some of the history reading for tomorrows night class... rrriiiigggghhhhhttttt. blah blah blah. how about instead of feeling guilty ( Read more... )

so here i is.. workin. i'm scared to say that this shift has been relatively uneventful.. that usually means i will be killed with work before my shift ends ( Read more... )