Jan 17, 2007 22:40
what should i be doing right now? i know.. not typing on here and wasting time. i should go into the other room pick up my maternity nursing book and dive into the assigned chapters. i could study some pschology or do some of the history reading for tomorrows night class... rrriiiigggghhhhhttttt. blah blah blah. how about instead of feeling guilty about my lack of motivation.. i just enjoy it. that would be a significantly different approach... sooo...
class today went alright. practiced again- yea for me! studied some. took a nap!!! sat around in the sunshine that fell across the living room floor and watched the snow melt. also took the dumb religion/spirituality psychology surveys online. what else? oh yea, went to church this eve. it was FREEZING COLD in there. i wore my coat and scarf the entire service pretty much. it was good.. about seeing if your anchor is actually holding or do you just say that it does. quite metaphoric but not hard to follow.
oh. got some txts from paul the other day. surprised me, it was funny though. not sure what to think and desperately trying not to think much at all. mom's out with him right now.. and allie is laying in the other room trying to stay awake until she get's here. makes me sick.. like so many other things- o my bleeding heart..
i think i'm gonna hang out w/ judah friday. big surprise there. what else... oh yea.. Saturday at 6pm=COLTS vs Patriots. Believe in Blue, GO COLTS!!!
I have my first OB test and first OB clinical monday. oh joy.
i wonder when i work next. i should find that out.
i'm teaching two students this semester!... don't forget their lessons 245 W and 6 F!
schedule tomorrow:
1130 viola lesson
1205 psychology
1330 break/practice/study
1535 orchestra
1645 trio practice
1745 short dinner break
1815 history of the world after 1500
2115 finally free for the day!!!!!!!
going through the motions as quickly as possible...
"Search me O God, and know my heart I pray."
colts,
mom,
schedule,
church