can it be done.. sure
getting really seriously nervous. this week is going to be rough.
here it is:
MON- ob test, playing for both nursing chapels (AH!)
TUES- long day, review session, cramming
WED- peds test over 8 chapters
THURS-psych test, hist midterm
TERRIBLE!!!!!
in other news..
just finished studying for 5 straight hours. 1 bathroom/stretch break.
friday night went to the ETHOS concert w/ mom, ended up the 2nd half w/ hannah. twas fun. the life-longs came over and we went to fazolis then rented the gaurdian. both were good, but the gaurdian was a little too sad for a friday night. we're more comedy driven ppl. saturday i was SICK SICK. i think it was nerve and something else related. we played at the mill for a wine tasting. it was a blast. i seriously love playing in a quartet. we played for two hours solid and i could have played for about two more i think. hannah was WHINEY though. scheeeesch.. between the smell of smoke and shadow on her music i was ready to.. well you get the point. er. shane was real ticked at her, but i convinced him to be the bigger man, at least until i was out of their presense.. due to my illness and all. so, mrs. k gave us $100 for dinner there if we wanted, but we took the cash and went to fazolis then split what was left up. i made $20 bucks. dug myself into a small hole about using terrible and wedding in the same sentence with seth in the presense.. haha.. they laughed at me though. poor seth.. a married guy??? what??? weirdness- anyways, after that i went home and worked on some hw and went to bed by 11p. i burned some music to my pc all weekend too. i'm preparing for my upcoming purchase (UN-ipod).
did i mention that i'm nervous? i don't even quite understand it, but just that they asked me to play made me sick.. now that i'm actually going to... ahhhh... for everyone in faculty and everyone in my major.... wheww... no pressure. blah. makes me shake just to think about it. so much to do this week.. gotta keep my head. gotta not freak out. one day at a time, one day at a time. God, i need mercy and grace to press on.
ps.. these are things i don't have a concept of: wanting to have kids, wanting to get married right now, chasing every guy that breathes a nice word to you, and love.
~all the above are being done/felt by ppl my age at the present that i know and i cannot even in the LEAST relate. is there something wrong with me?
here it is:
MON- ob test, playing for both nursing chapels (AH!)
TUES- long day, review session, cramming
WED- peds test over 8 chapters
THURS-psych test, hist midterm
TERRIBLE!!!!!
in other news..
just finished studying for 5 straight hours. 1 bathroom/stretch break.
friday night went to the ETHOS concert w/ mom, ended up the 2nd half w/ hannah. twas fun. the life-longs came over and we went to fazolis then rented the gaurdian. both were good, but the gaurdian was a little too sad for a friday night. we're more comedy driven ppl. saturday i was SICK SICK. i think it was nerve and something else related. we played at the mill for a wine tasting. it was a blast. i seriously love playing in a quartet. we played for two hours solid and i could have played for about two more i think. hannah was WHINEY though. scheeeesch.. between the smell of smoke and shadow on her music i was ready to.. well you get the point. er. shane was real ticked at her, but i convinced him to be the bigger man, at least until i was out of their presense.. due to my illness and all. so, mrs. k gave us $100 for dinner there if we wanted, but we took the cash and went to fazolis then split what was left up. i made $20 bucks. dug myself into a small hole about using terrible and wedding in the same sentence with seth in the presense.. haha.. they laughed at me though. poor seth.. a married guy??? what??? weirdness- anyways, after that i went home and worked on some hw and went to bed by 11p. i burned some music to my pc all weekend too. i'm preparing for my upcoming purchase (UN-ipod).
did i mention that i'm nervous? i don't even quite understand it, but just that they asked me to play made me sick.. now that i'm actually going to... ahhhh... for everyone in faculty and everyone in my major.... wheww... no pressure. blah. makes me shake just to think about it. so much to do this week.. gotta keep my head. gotta not freak out. one day at a time, one day at a time. God, i need mercy and grace to press on.
ps.. these are things i don't have a concept of: wanting to have kids, wanting to get married right now, chasing every guy that breathes a nice word to you, and love.
~all the above are being done/felt by ppl my age at the present that i know and i cannot even in the LEAST relate. is there something wrong with me?