I go in for the biopsy in one more week.  I've done well at not thinking about up to now.  The time has flown by though, and here I am.

(side note : I'm giving up on using initials instead of names.  If anyone is stalker enough to try finding me and all the people I know, they have much bigger issues.  As for J/Jesse, and T/Tessia, their paranoia ( Read more... )

It has been a long two years.  I've come a long way in that time.  A lot of the progress is just learning to live with what is.

I had contact with J last week.  It was just a brief IM conversation, but it really illustrated the difference between who I was and who I am.  Rather, the difference between how I used to handle things, and how I do now ( Read more... )

The surgery seems to have been a success, and I'm SO thankful for that! ( Recovery so far )

Traveling pants,right?

( Yeah not so much! (adult humor) )

So, I'm not fired.  In fact, not one word has been mentioned to me.  Interesting.  It really is difficult to get fired from this place.  Good to know.  Not that I intend to test those limits!

( Spell work to come )

So this whole packing thing has taught me that I am not 20 anymore.  I've been sore and exhausted all week.  I didn't get much done tonight, but there's only tomorrow night and Friday to get through really, then I'll just be waiting for the movers ( Read more... )

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So, the text from T has had me thinking all day long.  I've been thinking about how far I've come since breaking ties with she and J.  I've been thinking about how much I have and what a disaster it would be to the present to have either of them having any opening into my life again.  I've been thinking, with a mild surprise behind it, that I am no ( Read more... )

( Relationship and life news )

I talked to Cw about the moving idea on the way home yesterday.  I think I got across that it's just too soon to talk about that right now.  I did tell him I could see it happening, but this isn't the time yet.  I also explained about not being sure I'm ready to give up having my own space.  I even managed to get out the idea that I'm trying not to ( Read more... )