Two years ago I moved out of the home I shared with J and T ( Read more... )

In two days it'll be the anniversary of the night I met Cw. One year ago tonight we were planning to meet. How did a year go by ( Read more... )

Today, one year ago, I made a very shaky, very frightened, and very hurt step.  I broke off my relationship with J.  I worked forward from there, changing the name of this blog, gradually cutting out everyone else in my life, locally, because none of them were good for me.  All the people I knew were tied up in J and the drama he insists on ( Read more... )

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Yes, I know I promised a post weeks ago.  I just didn't have it in me to make one.  So much has happened now, I'm not truly sure where to even begin.

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Workdays are really pretty lame, overall.  It's amusing because I read once that people think of a poly family as something of a non-stop orgy and life is so exciting!  In our daydreams, we're home by lunch time and have an entire afternoon and evening to be together, all three of us or some pairing off or another.  In our daydreams, life is really ( Read more... )