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It's been happening for a while, right in front of me, so subtly that I couldn't grasp it. I'm the kind of person who doesn't do subtlety, either. I've always jumped in, declaring this is love and this is not and never understanding those who found themselves being moved across the middle ground. So I guess it was just my time to get dragged ( Read more... )

Lucy Moderatz (Bullock) is a lonely token collector in Chicago [young woman] who has had a long and intense crush on a handsome commuter [acquaintance] named Peter Callaghan (Gallagher). On [a holiday], she rescues him from [a near-death situation]... She is led to muse aloud, "I was[/am] going to marry him." [But this does not turn out to be true ( Read more... )

It is really good to know your weakness.

Okay. Here are the main points of what, I think, is one of the weakest points in my character:

* Sometimes, I genuinely misunderstand people and it has nothing to do with their words. I just feel that the way they are saying something is wrong and I can't shake it even if essentially we should be in agreement ( Read more... )

That conversation across glowing screens would be across the sweeping seas if I didn't know him down to the shakes in his hands, but now I know the meanings of "This is what I want" and "This what I really want"....

I know now what it means to hear "俺のことが好きっては駄目のわけじゃない" when it's followed by pulling up checkered blankets until the waves of night ( Read more... )

So the study finally had gotten to me, and the memory just came out of nowhere. I realized I wanted to finish the series, that old anime I had watched before - and this came to me after I hadn't watched anime for years, amazing as that is now to say. It was when I watched the ending, I realized that it was an anime best watched in parts.

Because ( Read more... )

from: Casey Walker
to: laura wuestner
date: Sat, Dec 12, 2009 at 11:24 PM
subject: Re: hey there!

Laura, watch out: this email just became EPIC, in the original sense of the meaning: long as fuck.You might need some advil before you start this thing. Just a warning ( Read more... )

I was upstairs in my room, listening to my iPod, when I suddenly heard this absolutely terrifying yelling. You know what that grouchy, hoarse kind of throaty shouting? The one that sounds nearly demonic? Well, she did that.

I think it was supposed to be directed at me (we're the only ones home). The first two words sounded like "hey princess!" which ( Read more... )

"It's over now. It's all over."

Part Six

I was a bit hung over but the first thing I did was to go to dress and go to 2MD. Before I got out of the house I ran into Teneal, and she exclaimed, “Casey! I just got a text message from Elizabeth -- you won’t believe what happened to Global House last night. SAO sent out  an email to all the members of the ( Read more... )

This livejournal has been only used to twist together the ending strands of dreams into something beautiful.

But today is different.

This post is not a dream. This is real. I am purging. Like a river lets out its water from a dam, I cannot let this stagnate any longer. If I write it all out, perhaps I dwell on it less. Maybe I'll be able to move on.

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Natt and Laura came over to watch Pride and Prejudice and say goodbye to me. Of course, I was happy to be with them for one last time. I was going through papers and throwing things away and in the process, sharing things with them I'd been too embarrassed to before. I was able to look back on the things I'd gotten from him and smiled a little ( Read more... )