How do you tell a boy you think that he's adorable... and make sure he gets it?

I have been pondering this question because I have the fear of saying anything. Me, obnoxiously bold me, unsure about a boy. Of course. The reason this time? He is so darn cute! (Also, no pedo)

Here is my dilemma: what if he is actually so cute that maybe I'm doing it ( Read more... )

Urgh. In contrast to yesterday, today was 80% of FAIL ( Read more... )

It would probably need to be clarified, though, as it hasn't been yet: Kenny and I officially closed things up on the phone on Thursday, and today we saw each other again for the first time in three weeks. It was that same not-as-awkward-as-it-should-be thing, like when I came back from America in September, but it was still awkward because I knew ( Read more... )

What is one supposed to say when dreams come true? Isn't it funny that even then, dreams must end, and we are always left clinging to the hope that we can fall asleep and dream once more?

Part Five

That Friday, there was a ball party at Global House. I spent the whole day humming Michael Buble’s “Maglio Stratera” under my breath. Natto, Laura and I ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm ready to tell the rest of the story. It's so fresh that it burns. I can't look into my eyes and tell that girl that she was wrong to act like she did; to pursue him as such. But, no. I can only look at Kenny, just like she did. And look at him, and look at him, and wish that things had stayed the same. However.. Nothing and no ( Read more... )

This livejournal has been only used to twist together the ending strands of dreams into something beautiful.

But today is different.

This post is not a dream. This is real. I am purging. Like a river lets out its water from a dam, I cannot let this stagnate any longer. If I write it all out, perhaps I dwell on it less. Maybe I'll be able to move on.

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I'm a lovestruck teenager ( Read more... )

Um, Spring break? SPRING BREAK? It's really here ( Read more... )

Hahaha wooow ( Read more... )

If someone were to ask me to describe my feelings at this moment, my answer might be very vague... But overall I am satisfied. I have dated, and I have learned, and I don't want to be involved right now. Not with anyone I've seen. It's just... peaceful, mostly. Perhaps part of it is my eager expectation to visit Japan this summer... Maybe I feel ( Read more... )