I'm sick today. Really sick. And when I get sick the trifecta of ego-centered beliefs kick in: fear, doubt and worry. When I get sick I start feeling all those things. Fear about the future and specifically not getting what I desire most. Doubt about my abilities and what my intuition is telling me. And worry, which is really just another form of ( Read more... )

I love my neighbors SO much. (The ones across the hall anyway.) We share internet and they accept packages for me (the main office doesn't do that anymore and I'm not home to accept them so I send packages to my neighbors). Tonight though, oh man so much LOVE for them and for my higher power.

I decided a while ago my favorite bracelet, the one in ( Read more... )

So obviously I'm going through some growth lately, what with recognizing it's safe to be feminine, and beautiful, and thinking I'm anything less than beautiful doesn't protect me. And if you know me well, you know I've carried around the fear of being sexually assaulted for a long time. But ever since I took a self-defense class in college I haven' ( Read more... )

My mother characterizes me as an extreme person, like a pendulum swinging from one end to another. (She's right.)

In reference to relationships, my first extreme was thinking someone would swoop in and take away my loneliness, make my life better, teach me the ways of the world, introduce me to new music, that sort of thing. I hoped someone would ( Read more... )

I am a West Coast wussy. While I was in Boston this weekend I complained about the cold A LOT. My poor California-acclimated self couldn't handle it. Not so much because it was cold per se, but because it was windy. I do have to say though it's nice to put my heavy winter sweaters to use because otherwise they're languishing forlorn in my closet, ( Read more... )

Oh lord. I feel pulled in sooooo many directions. Where I am in this moment is struggling with prioritizing because at this point it all seems equally important. I want to do EVERYTHING and I can't do everything because trying to do everything makes me crazy. Or more accurately, it turns me into a grumpy gus because I get low on sleep and downtime ( Read more... )

You guys! You guys! This website: LOVEolution is going to syndicate my blog! So whenever I have a new post it's going to go up on there! I don't know exactly how many readers they have but they have 6,000 subscribers and so even if only 10 of them read my blog it's still 10 more than I could have reached on my own. AWESOME SAUCE.

This morning I woke up feeling grumpy because I didn't get in last night until after midnight and I'm coming off of a retreat high. As in being surrounded by good friends for a week straight where we all ate at the same time, meditated at the same time, slept at the same time, etc. And so coming back to my real life I feel like weeping because I  ( Read more... )

Holey moley. I feel like my entire world has just been rocked, or rather it's all fallen into place.

Lately I've started saying a new affirmation, "I give myself permission to be all that I can be and I deserve the very best in life." Except that it seemed, well familiar. And then it hit me. I've come across that affirmation before. As well as the ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness! Oh my goodness! So my favorite EFT guy, Brad Yates (the person who's YouTube videos I post all the time) agreed to do a seminar for my Another World Is Probably meetup group!!!!!!! It turns out he lives in California (I think Sacramento?). I friended him on facebook and sent him a link to my blog where I wrote about his youtube ( Read more... )