I don't think I've been this sick in more than a year. Oy vey. Good thing I'm housesitting in a big and spacious home with a cat and dishwasher and big TV. . .

So my body finally decided to take a break ( Read more... )

Dear Body ( Read more... )

I'm sick today. Really sick. And when I get sick the trifecta of ego-centered beliefs kick in: fear, doubt and worry. When I get sick I start feeling all those things. Fear about the future and specifically not getting what I desire most. Doubt about my abilities and what my intuition is telling me. And worry, which is really just another form of ( Read more... )

I think I pinched a nerve. I have limited range of motion in my neck and I almost cried walking to work because my backpack caused me such pain ( Read more... )

Some of you already know where the subject line quote comes from, but for those of you who don't, when I lived in D.C. one of the Indian margiis (who doesn't speak English) said to me shortly after I graduated, "Radha: Job. Marriage. Two years. Baby," while touching my forehead to indicate my marital status and holding up two fingers. I was a ( Read more... )

Not that anyone cares, but I did indeed go home yesterday afternoon and I think I'm going to do a repeat today. I watched Mulan and it was glorious. I swear nothing beats Disney movies when you're sick. Especially when they're about kickass women.

So whoa I'm sick. Meaning my sick brain is kicking into gear. The one that encourages me to weep uncontrollably and panic and feel like the entire world is going to end NOW. I feel it's important for me to say that so I can also counter with knowing all is well in world. Knowing all is love. Knowing anything that is not love is a construct of my ( Read more... )

Can I go back to bed? Not because today is "bad" or anything but because I'm sick. Legitimately sick. It's called, "I sang baba nam kevalam kiirtan for nine hours last week, three of which took place on New Year's Eve, I was surrounded by a ton of people and thus picked up their germs, and I'm going from extreme cold to CA weather, and I'm sleep- ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm sick. Like whoa. So sick that even though I had an interview today I had to send the guy an e-mail and cancel on him, which I HATE doing. So sick that I slept until close to 1 today. So sick that I sound like a man. Yeah. It's fun. But also I know this is just my body's way of working through the mental patterns I'm releasing. And I'm ( Read more... )